Megan had been avoiding fletch since she told him that she thought that she was falling in love with him.
She felt like an idiot as she knew what they were and she knew it was only sex with them but she was pregnant and she was having his baby and now she felt as if she was an idiot as she revealed her vulnerable side to him and she didn't know what to think or do. Megan sighed as she got to work and sat in the car as she rested a hand on her bump and smiled.
She didn't know what she was going to do but she knew it was a big mess .
"what is mummy going to do" Megan said as she looked to her oh now that sat on the side and groaned as she saw fletch was calling her.
She knew that despite the fact they they were having a baby and sort of living together she was avoiding him and that she didn't want to face him as she didn't know what to do or say.
She knew that it was a mess. She declined the call as she stood from her car and walked out of the car park and into work. She knew that she was dreading her shift as she knew she couldn't avoid him forever
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Megan stood on the ward and groaned as she saw fletch. She went to walk off as he soon walked after her and looked to her as he grabbed her arm and smiled as he looked to her
"I know that things are a mess but I want to talk. You have been avoiding me ever since..."
"ever since I told you I thought I was in love with you. Yeah I have been avoiding you and not because you didn't say it back which I wish you did because I feel like a complete and utter idiot, I just wished that you said anything at all. You looked at me like an idiot and now I don't know where I stand" she said as he sighed
"I'm sorry I didn't want you to feel that. I never did. Look I know what we have and I know it's complicated but it's not as if we can turn our backs on each other is it. We are having a baby together" he said as she looked to him and smiled
"what do you want to do then Adrian. Avoid the whole subject because you are scared to how I feel or should I say scared fo how you feel as I really don't know how much longer I can do this. I can't continues to lie to myself over this" she said as he looked to her and sighed as she walked off
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Megan sighed as she sat in the staffroom. She knew that her head was a mess and she knew that things weren't easy especially when it came to her and fletch but she had no idea what she was going to do as she was carrying his baby and she felt embarrassed but Megan knew she had to sort of the situation but she had no idea it was going to be a lot harder to do then she thought it was especially when she knew that she had feelings for him and that she was pregnant
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Only friends (Holby City)
FanfictionMegan levy is the daughter of Sacha levy and is also close friends with Adrian fletcher. Fletch and Megan are on a friends with benefits relationship and have been for months. Megan was the reason fletchs marriage ended. When fletchs ex wife Natalie...
