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02: Game of Mockery (I)

Hey, I know you're there

Waiting for me to ask you out

But no I wont,

Owning the fact that these scars are from your words

Where I have self-respect,

So I wouldn't beg to ask again for your hand

And stab me twice,

Again on my spine

I know I'm just lonely,

Where I got no company

But I therefore swore,

That I'd rather swallow a bottle of poison

Than hearing again your deceiving words,

I am doing fine,

Back on my own tracks

Keeping tabs on my better self,

Sad for you that you didn't witness what I have gone so far

Where now I make sure,

Even my embrace will never engulfed you

Or my kisses given genuinely

Because I am the woman,

You once invalidated

Intimidated,

Made you waited

Long for nothing.

I bet she's another victim,

that new girl of yours

Whom you think so cool,

Easy to carry things with

That could replace me

On your cold evenings,

I bet she's waiting again til' sunrise

Like I did,

When you're only active

For your another game of mockery.