poetry

cpv

You probably don't even think you've done anything wrong, do you?
You think I'm a liar and I'm throwing slander on your name.
You don't think you raped me, you probably convinced yourself I wanted it.
What man doesn't manipulate a situation every now and again, though?
So, I'm probably the bad guy to you, but I have a news flash;
You're not a bad guy to me. You're an awful fucking human being,
Absolute dog-water dumpster-fire worthless useless hopeless piece of shit,
Your a BAD guy, but you're not a villain to me.
Yes, you raped me, and gaslighted me, and gave me a Stockholm syndrome,
But I still managed to make a life after you.
So tell me, can I paint my abuser as a villian when he doesn't think he did wrong?
Or do I just paint him as an idiot?
Because villians and bad guys and criminals KNOW they fucked up.
You're blissfully unaware, ignorant to what you've done to me.
So you're just fucking stupid.
And I'm ok with that.
Stupid was never my type. 🖕