ᴅᴇᴊᴀ ᴠᴜ

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TEARS STAIN MY CHEEKS. i'm sitting on my bed, staring at my yellow walls. "what did i do wrong?" i repeat to myself.

i lay my head back on my pillow, curling myself up in a ball. "what did i do wrong?" someone breaks me out of my haze, with loud knocking on my door. "come in." i mumble, wiping the tears, that seem to escape my eyes.

"aoife, still not feeling well?" my father whispers, as he peeks his head into my room.

"uhm no."

"what's hurting?"

"my mind." i shakily say.

my father slowly closes the door behind him. he sits himself on the edge of my bed. "what's bugging you?"

"a boy." i cringe at my words. it pains me to say that i'm stressing over a friendship, with a guy.

"did he hurt?" his face covers with worry.

"i think i hurt him." i look up to my ceiling. my glow-in-the-dark stars are barely hanging on.

"we all say hurtful things."

you should know.

"we all make mistakes."

you out of everyone, should know.

"the best way is to apologize, we're all human aoife."

why didn't you?

"do what you know is best aoife. i know you will." he stands up, leaning down, kissing my forehead. "i love you."

this was the last time my father seem to care for me. seem to love me.

bea
clay
can we please talk?

clay
are you going to play the victim?

bea
no
are you actually going to listen to me

clay
yes


bea
can we talk?

dream
are you going to play the victim

bea
not if you won't listen to me

dream
let's talk

bea
it's weird
i'm getting deja vu
rn



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kisses and hugs <3

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