TW: This contains sexual topics, plans of stalking, and light mentions of suicide/death threats. (When I told you that this story is a little sickening, I meant it.)
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Friday 24th August 2018
Dear Diary,
Thursday was uneventful, so I didn't write about it. Just school being the insufferable hell hole that it usually is.
I constantly hear people say that what we learn in high school is wrong and that it's all meaningless. So what's the point in going to school? Why try?
Why must school be mandatory? I've tried to drop out a few times, but my mom would cuss me out. She once said something like,
"You're already a failure. Don't give me another reason to kick you out. Dropping out will only further your chances of disappointing everyone."
That stabbed me in my heart and made me cry for a whole night. That's why I haven't dropped out. It sucks since there's too much homework to do all the time. I can't imagine how stressed everyone is at my school who takes it seriously. By people, I mean Mark.
D̷o̷ ̷y̷o̷u̷ ̷t̷h̷i̷n̷k̷ ̷I̷ ̷c̷a̷r̷e̷ ̷a̷b̷o̷u̷t̷ ̷s̷o̷m̷e̷ ̷b̷r̷a̷i̷n̷l̷e̷s̷s̷ ̷i̷d̷i̷o̷t̷s̷ ̷w̷h̷o̷ ̷a̷r̷e̷ ̷o̷n̷l̷y̷ ̷b̷l̷o̷c̷k̷i̷n̷g̷ ̷m̷y̷ ̷c̷h̷a̷n̷c̷e̷s̷ ̷a̷t̷ ̷g̷e̷t̷t̷i̷n̷g̷ ̷c̷l̷o̷s̷e̷ ̷t̷o̷ ̷M̷a̷r̷k̷?̷ ̷N̷o̷,̷ ̷I̷ ̷d̷o̷n̷'̷t̷.̷ ̷T̷h̷i̷n̷k̷ ̷a̷g̷a̷i̷n̷,̷ ̷b̷i̷t̷c̷h̷.̷
In short, the school should just off itself. No one would care. I'd jump with joy, to be honest.
J̷u̷s̷t̷ ̷l̷i̷k̷e̷ ̷e̷v̷e̷r̷y̷o̷n̷e̷'̷s̷ ̷a̷t̷t̷i̷t̷u̷d̷e̷ ̷t̷o̷w̷a̷r̷d̷s̷ ̷m̷e̷.̷
God, I need to go do something to calm me down. I might head over to Mark's house and snap a few pictures of him napping.
Yes, I like that plan. However, I'll need to make sure my family doesn't notice that I'm missing.
I came home Thursday morning, went under my covers, and got all comfortable when my mom broke down my door. I must be one lucky bitch to have gotten away with it, but I'll have to design my next escape better.
Well, I'm off!
A̷n̷d̷ ̷I̷'̷m̷ ̷g̷o̷i̷n̷g̷ ̷t̷o̷ ̷g̷e̷t̷ ̷o̷f̷f̷ ̷t̷o̷ ̷M̷a̷r̷k̷'̷s̷ ̷h̷o̷t̷ ̷a̷s̷s̷ ̷f̷i̷g̷u̷r̷e̷.̷ ̷O̷h̷ ̷y̷e̷s̷,̷ ̷o̷h̷ ̷y̷e̷a̷h̷.̷
Haechan☀
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