the runaway

You are my sunshine

*TW ANXIETY AND SEXUAL ASSAULT*
*I wake up and notice that colby is still sleepin try to slowly get out of his grip but he pulls me back*
C- 5 more minutes please
Y- fine
We start to cuddle again the elton runs into the room banging a spoon to a pan
E- WAKE UP LOSERS WERE GOING DIVING
Y- wait what
C- oh yeah I forgot about that
Y- colbs why didnt you tell me I didnt pack a bikini
C- sorry I'll take you to the store real quick
E- better be ready in an hour
Y-Ok
C- ok
Me and colby get ready to go to the store
This is your outfit

You finished getting ready
C- oh hell no that's to short go change
Y- what no this is a cute fit
C- fine but if I catch a guy staring it ain't my fault if they get hurt
Y- ugh whatever let's just go please
I walk out and I see a new guy there he was dressed in all black and looked really emo
Y- who's that
C- shit...ummmm.... here just stay behind me the whole time
Y- why
C- just do what I say till we get in the car I'll tell you then
Y- your scaring me babe
C- well be fine let's just get to the car fast
Y- ok
?- so when are we gonna leave
E- in like an hour colby and his friend need to go to the store
?- oh ok.... heyyy what's up colby
Colby whispers to me
C- just stay behind me
Y- ok
C- hey what's up man
?- so wheres your friend
C- I'm go pick them up at their hotel
?- oh ok well see you back in a hour
C- ok by Mike
M- bye
Colby turns around and before Mike or whatever his name was saw me he put me in front of him and we walked out the door to the car.
Y- ok so what's up with that guy
C- his name is mike hes a friend of ours but I dont really dont talk to him like I only say hi to him
Y- oh ok why tho
C- he always manages a way to persuade my ex's when I was with them that I either cheated on them or he sexually assaults them and threatens to rape them if they dont leave me.
Y- oh god that's horrible and I promise if he ever meets me I wont let that happen
C- really
Y- yess because I love you and I trust you a lot
C- I love you too
As we take off to the store mike comes out the door and we make eye contact
Y- uh oh
C- what's wrong?
Y- I think he knows about me he just saw me
C- shit ok well were gonna just try to avoid him the whole time
Y- ok
We go to the store and i pick out a bikini and a full piece sorta
These are what they look like

W

e head back to the hotel and officially get ready to go out
You wear this on top of your bikini

E- you guys ready
Everyone- yessss
E- ok let's go and we're gonna have to take more than one care so colby you guys can chose who will fit in your car
C- well take sam kat and devyn
E- ok so jake mike tara and corey your with me... ok so let's head out
C- who wants to play music
K- put streets
Y- ok

We all vibe as were driving to the place as we get there and out of the car I keep feeling like someone was staring at me i turn around and I see mike just staring me down I hid behind colby and he looks kinda confused as well as the girls
C- what's wrong
Y- he wont staing at me
C- oh ok come here
He give me a kiss on the head and hugs me. I felt to safe in his arms like no one is able to break the energy between us.
We all head inside and I never let go of colbys arm
M- so who's she colby
He looks at me and I nod
C- this is MY girlfriend y/n
M- looks like you got lucky
C- I sure did
He smiles and looks at me and i smile back
E- ok guys they said their ready and have our wet suits out for us already
We all head inside to put our wet suits on
C- god damn babe you look fine ugh how did I get so lucky
I giggle a little
Y- stop it your gonna make me blush
I feel him staring at me again I look over but hes staring at my ass
Y- HEY could I have a little privacy here
M- sorry I-
C- bro really
M- sorry man she just so-
C- dont even say it
M- ok I'll just shut up now
We all take some pictures for instagram and film Elton's TFIL video

We finish up and head back to the hotel to shower and to get ready to go out to eat(you just change back to the same outfit you had on to go to the store)
Elton put the news on and It said that a guy named josh had escaped prison in la and that everyone should be on the look out.
Y- no no no that cant be real
K- whats..... that has to be ca
E- what's wrong their not lying
M- hey you good
He starts to touch me and he grabs my ass
Y- stop it
I push him away while trying to figure out what's wrong with me I start to feel dizzy and it's getting harder to breathe and I just fall to the ground
K- COLBY!!!!!!
Colby sprinted down stairs and sees me on the floor having a hard time breathing
C- shes having a panic attack why what caused this
K- the news showed that Josh escaped
C- omg why did you put the news
K- I didnt it was elton did
Y- i ...breathe
C- hey yes you can look at me
I look at him and we hold my hands
C- take a deep breathe in....... and out......and in.... and out
We continue to do this to calm me down
C- keep doing that okay you can beat this... sam can you get me a water please
S- yeah
He runs to get me a water
C- here take little sips
I try to but I dont feel good
Y- I dont feel good I feel like I'm gonna pass out
C- hey no your not trust me it's all in your head you got this
Y- it's starting to tingle on my nose and arms
C- guys can you step out
Everyone- yeah
They all step out and colby looks back over at me and my hands start to shake bad
C- give me your hands
Y- I see double
C- no you don't it's all in your head
He holds my hands
C- look at me I know how much these sucks and I had to go through them alone sometimes so trust me your gonna be fine your not gonna die
Y- ok b-b-but hes gonna come back for me and I don't want you guys to get hurt especially kat again.
C- hes not gonna lay a hand on anyone I promise
They knock on the door which scared the crap out of me and made me jump
C- hey it's ok it's just them hes not here
He says they can come in he rushes back over to me and just hugs me tight and I'm finnaly able to calm down
C- see i told you

Ok so sorry to those who suffer from anxiety and sadly I am one of them. It really sucks and I hate the feeling like I'm gonna die and just feel like your not able to breathe. If you ever have a one just know it's all in your head and you'll ne able to get through this you are strong and your not gonna let this beat you. Also in so sorry for the 99% I wish I could say that I am apart of the 1% but I'm not. Ladies please stay safe out there we need to protect the 1%. Thank you for reading my story dont be shy to leave some comments or recommendations and follow me if you want.