"You're not alone Y/N. We all have our moments, where we feel alone, scared, unwanted, and unloved. I've been in your shoes, but look at me now, I was able to get through my struggles and if I wouldn't have, I would have never met you."
He pulls into the parking lot and parks close to the entrance and asks, "What are you gonna want?"
You grab your phone and look through the menu online and see that they have enchiladas.
Oh those look good.
"I want three red enchiladas and an horchata for the drink. Are you gonna get something?" You tell him and hand him your phone to look through the menu.
"Yeah I'm gonna get something too. I'll be right back." He tells you and gives you kiss and gets out of the car. _
Spencer pulled into your apartment complex and parked the car in the visitors parking lot.
He got out of the car and helped you out and he wrapped his arm around your waist lightly to help you walk up to your apartment.
Once we got to the door, he pulled out the spare key from his pocket and you smiled as he opened the door because he kept the key.
"I'll be right back. I'm gonna bring your things and the food." He tells you as he places you on the couch and gives you a kiss on the cheek.
You nod and he walks out, closing the door.
Looking around your apartment, you took notice that somebody had cleaned it.
The last time you were here, there we plates on your coffee table, an empty bottle of tequila, your tray, a blanket on the floor and the rest you don't really remember.
You let a few tears fall at the thought of what happened and what would have happened if Spencer didn't show up.
You would have been dead.
Gone Forever.
You hear the door open and you quickly wipe your tears before Spencer sees you.
Hearing him walk around, he places the food on the counter and takes your bag into the bedroom.
"Do you want to eat on the couch or the table?" He asks as he walks out of your room.
"Couch."
He grabs the food and hands you one bag and a drink and he has his own bag and drink.
"What did you get?" You ask him as you open your box of food.
You watch him open his box and you see that he got rice, carne asada, beans and some jalapeños.
Basic Mexican Food.
He flashes you a smile and he starts to eat. You pick up a fork and start to eat the enchiladas.
"Can you hand me the remote?" You ask him.
He reached for the remote and hands it to you. Turning on the tv, you scroll through Netflix and put on AHS.
You had put Apocalypse.
Both you and Spencer ate in silence, with only the tv making sound.
As you ate, you start thinking of how you should tell Spencer about your past and why you had did what you did that night.
Just thinking about it, makes you want to cry, but you want him to know about it.
He needs to know.
He deserves it.
You put your now empty box of food on the side of you and finish the rest of your drink and hold it in your hands. Spencer had finished eating before you and was very interested on the episode we were watching.
"Spence?" You voice is barely above a whisper.
He hums in response and turns to look at you.
"Um- who cleaned up my apartment while I was in the hospital?" You say instead of saying what you really wanted to.
"Desiree and I. We came here the day after you had woken up and you were asleep mostly the whole day, so we decided to come over and clean."
"Thank you-." You stop yourself and then he looks into your eyes and you break.
"Spence, I'm so fucking sorry that you had to find me like that." You say and the tears start to fall. Spencer grabs the empty box and cup and places it on the table as he wraps his arms around you to hold you.
"Baby you don't have to talk about it yet." He says as he pulls you a bit closer to him.
"No Spence I want to tell you. You deserve to know the truth. I want you to know everything." You say through sobs.
"Are you sure you're ready?" He asks you with a soft voice.
You nod your head and the first thing that comes out of your mouth is-
"I lied." _____
Author's Note <3 Sorry for the cliffhanger, but I'm already working on the next chapter. This is a filler chapter so it's all going to make sense in the end. This chapter is a little short, but I still was able to fit this in with the story, so if it doesn't make sense, it will in the next one, I promise. Thanks for reading and commenting. Also thank you for 13K reads.
I want to let you guys know about the family emergency I had a few days ago. My great grandfather passed away on Friday and I have been with my family these past few days. I'm only updating when I have time and feeling ok to post.
Thank You -Destiny 🤍
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