After some time your mother and I grew closer, I knew she was a titan I just didn't know which one but it didn't matter to me, by then she had already became my queen even if she didn't know it yet, it took time for her to warm up to me but it was a warmth I was happy and willing to wait for.
Would it be to much for me to wish for you to grow to learn what passion and love is? I would very much like for you to find someone? Be sure to stick with braun too, if he's anything like his uncle he'll be an ass but a friend for life.
You'll have hardships, you will feel unworthy and depressed, you'll beat yourself up most of your life. But please son, try to live, do whatever you need to do to live, I don't know how it feels to hold that power, but I know how it feels to be a man, a weak and shamefully man. I have killed many for marleys sake, I would've ran away if not for your mother.
She didn't command me to stay because I had a duty to do, she simply said "don't run forever, I want to see you again tomorrow" that was it, that's all it took. Haha barcus would say I'm a sucker, he's fucking right I am, only for her. Hm sorry son I'm just reminiscing
my son...you will be great..I know you will be a man of great skill, not counting the colossal, you have mental stability and alertness, and a damn good shot, I'm already proud of you my boy, damn proud.
But most of all your heart is in the right place even though people will stab at it and try to make it bleed out you must be strong. Just don't think too much or you'll get depressed, you seem like the type.
Bertholdt even if you are hated remember you are good, you are kind and you are loved. If no one else You have us, me and your mother that love you, never forget that, hold on to it
Forever your father, Barrell cal Hoover
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Always And Forever
Fanfiction*Bertholdt x annie thing, credit for images are not mine, only small edits and story*
