Still With You | JK ff

Chapter 2: Did you even think about me?

"Bad girl, smoking's bad for you," he finally spoke. You laughed, as millions of other emotions gripped you.

"What are you doing here? Does this song like, summon you?" you giggled covering your face.

"Is it the song, or is it you, who knows? We'll find out, I guess," he replied with a shy smile. "You are really hard to get a hold of, do you know that?" he said as he casually walked over and leaned against the wall beside you.

"Says the idol himself," you scoffed, as you stubbed the cigarette and turned towards him. You caught his earthy scent and it drove you crazy inside.

"Not like you even tried to find me," he rolled his eyes. "You're right, maybe I should join that sasaeng mob of yours. Man do they try hard to find you," you nodded sarcastically.

"Give me your phone," he said as he pulled it from your hands. He searched for his name in your phonebook and a number appeared on the screen. "You had my number," he said petulantly, as he held the screen up in front of your face.

"What th-," you couldn't believe your eyes. "When did you-," you began to ask, "But why didn't you tell me?"

"Maybe I was testing you, who knows?" he shrugged nonchalantly. "I had lost my phone that night remember. So, I couldn't get your number, but wanted to leave mine with you, just in case. I couldn't ask Bang PD for yours, for erm, personal reasons," he stuck his tongue out like a kid as he laughed.

You thought you knew the reason, that the company was probably all 'No No' about the band members interacting with girls, especially strange girls they met on the street. But the fact that you had Jungkook's number all along, made you want to kick yourself.

"Do you really just hand your number out to random girls like this?" you giggled. "You should really be more careful Jungkook-shi."

"Ah, let's see, I've only given it to a couple of other clueless girls, who I also personally delivered bouquets to," he smirked.
"So, it really was you who people spotted on campus today?!" your eyes couldn't be any wider in shock.

"I just wanted to congratulate you, when I heard you were graduating today."

"Thank you, but how did you find out?" You felt so confused and questions kept floating through your head, the biggest ones of all – Why was he here? Why did he give you his number? Why did he come all the way to your University to find you? But you didn't want to ruin the moment, you just wanted to drink in, every moment with him carelessly. He was here, and that was all that mattered.

"Erm, I just stalked you online a little bit, after I returned to Seoul yesterday," he titled his head to the side in embarrassment and flashed an adorable smile.

Your cheeks and ears felt warm as they turned red from blushing. "I'm honestly surprised you even remembered my name," you giggled.

"What! How can you say that?!", he stepped closer to you, peering into your eyes. "We're thinking about the same night, right?" he let out a frustrated gasp and turned away from you. He paced a few steps and then came back towards you. "Maybe I remember it differently than you do y/n," he sounded upset. "Did you even think about me?"

Your heart was beating so fast inside your chest, you were afraid he would hear it loud and clear. But if he did hear it, maybe then he'd know how you felt. You wanted him to know that you ached for him, that you slept in his jacket more times than you cared to admit, that you dreamt of him a lot and then thought about him every quiet second your mind got when it was awake; That you had always felt complete, but he made you aware of this large vacuum in your heart, that seemed to grow bigger every day ever since; And that these sudden unexplainable feelings for him scared you, that made you not want to admit anything to him at all.

Moments passed as you suffered through this internal struggle, while he waited impatiently for you to respond.

"I guess you didn't," he laughed nervously, sticking his tongue against his cheek. "It's cool, I get it."

"I did," you whispered, "a little."

"What did you say?" he stepped closer, placing a hand near your head against the wall you were leaning on, trapping you in his gaze.

"I did think about you, okay? There, I said it. I thought about you, a lot," you said as you looked down at your feet. "There's a lot I want to know about you, much more than any number of videos or articles online could ever tell me. But I sound crazy even saying that – you're JK of BTS, for crying out loud!"

"Well, here's the first thing you should know about me. I like you! And when I kiss someone I like, I like to do it again," he said as he brushed some strands of hair off your face and leaned it closer to you. "God, you have no idea how I've been dying to do this!" he whispered, as he enveloped your lips with his, sucking on them softly. He pressed you against the wall as he grabbed your waist, while the other hand ran through your hair. You slipped your hands inside his jacket and wrapped your arms around him. His tongue caressed your lips and explored your mouth gently. You both began to giggle at how impulsive you always were around each other, blatantly kissing in public places, while he continued to plant kisses on your cheek and neck.

Suddenly, the bar door slammed open and Sooyoung walked out into the alley and turned to see you both huddled against the wall. "Y/N!!!" she exclaimed!