HAUNT YOU [JENLISA - CHAELISA - BLACKPINK] Truth Revealed - Yari Park

J L R

(MOST OF THE SITUATION IN THIS CHAPTER ARE MADE UP, REMEMBER THIS IS A FAN/SHIPPER POV)

ROSE' POV

"Jennie Unnie, I'd like to tell you something first."

"Sure Rosie, what do you have to tell me?"

"It's about me and Lisa."

"Oh! You better sit down there, Jennie." Says L before stepping aside.

She sits down next to me; her slight body makes the mattress gently sway.

"Jennie, you already know about...you know... between me and Lisa, and ..yeah..."

I try to look at her face, so I turn my body towards her; shifting my eyes from the floor to her gaze.

"..I never had the chance or...yeah..the nerve, to talk to you openly about how it started. how my attraction to Lisa began."

I can feel she's already tense. It's the same tension that comes when Lisa is faced with a particular argument, which most of the time freaks her out, and I quickly feel uneasy.

"I think it's my time to confess what happened...during... the trainee's days.."

Suddenly get bogged down in words, don't know how to go on. I want to tell her about the relationship, but telling her we had sex is not so simple, especially since she was sure she was her first.

"Come on."

Her beautiful smile fades into a confused face; immediately, in her eyes, uncertainty and nervousness are clearly visible.

Bad start, I can't keep the look on her.

"Go ahead rosé. I'm listening." She says with a choked almost edge in her voice.

"During the trainee days, I had a relationship with Lisa."

Gosh! It all came out really in one breath.

This is shocking enough for me, but when I look again at Jennie, her face doesn't seem much changed after my words. Maybe she imagined something like this? Maybe it's something so far back in time that it doesn't affect her feelings?

"Oh. A relationship with Lisa?" She says quietly.

"I don't really know when... how.. the attraction was established. I really don't."

But my confession it's not just about the relationship.

"I'd never thought about girls, I mean... Lisa, in that way, Jennie."

Nothing comes out of her mouth; she keeps standing by my side and listening to my words.

"..Just.. one day...we were in the trainee's dorm..and..."

Until I feel Jennie's body slightly tremble for a moment. I think she's slowly realizing the idea, as she looks directly at me, waiting for my whole confession.

"..And... and I kissed her and... I mean... Jennie... that day we were on her bed..and..."

Jennie's always been really smart. It doesn't take much for her to get right to the point, but this time she wants me to dig it out.

"What?"

Suddenly a tightness in my chest comes over me,

Fuck, Chaeyoung.

What if I ruined everything? Is there really a need for me to tell her this? To destroy a belief that she may care about?

"Rosé please go on."