We Found Love In A Hopeless Place

Chapter 15 : A Sunset

The door clutched open and a freshly showered Sidharth stepped out, clad in trousers.

Bare chested.

Her gaze fell on him and she couldn't look away. The broad muscular chest, the prominent abs, tall brooding figure, it made him look so intimadating.

He was too sinfully handsome.

She went back in time to relive yesterday night.

"You're staring!" he mimicked her.

She looked away, her cheeks flushed further as images of them kissing flashed in her head. He was enjoying these teasing sessions, he smirked sitting beside her as a thought came into his mind.

She looked up as she sensed the familiar smell nearing her, only to see him hovering over her. His bare body rubbed against her as he tried to reach something behind her.
The proximity sent currents down her spine.

"Sid.. Sidharth what are you.."

"Wait I'm just trying to.. Reach.. Something"

This totally is a seduction attempt.

He laughed at his own self, but then he loved when she would become a blushing mess because of his actions.

Catching hold of her waist with one hand, he left her startled at the sudden contact while his other hand searched something, he let his hot breath fan her neck.
She had her eyes closed all the while, letting herself drown under his touch.

"I'm close.." he said, and yanked away from her. There was a deodorant in his hand.

He was finding the bloody deodorant when another bottle was right there in front of the table.

She looked at him with accusing eyes.

"What?"

"Nothing. I'll go freshen up"

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"Sidharth.. Can I ask something?"

She said breaking the very peaceful silence that prevailed in the atmosphere. They were walking on sand, bare feet, holding hands. They often visited the sea side. It soothed them from within.

"Bol na baby"

"People talk about us, Sidharth. Not the good things, I sense it from the way they stare at us. It will ruin your image."

He stopped and looked at her with a frown.

"Is there any good perception at all that they have of me already?"

"That doesn't.."

He moved closer and put a finger on her lips, asking her to not talk.

"I have never reacted to whatever shit they talk or write about. I'm already labelled a womaniser, drunkard, and what not."

He paused for a while. Looking at the setting sun, going down the horizon, far away from where they stood, he snaked his arm around her pulling her into himself.

" Do you trust me? " he asked.

" Isn't it clear by now that I do? "

" You know, what they have written, it is exaggerated, but it's not false Shehnaaz. I did....I have done it all, maybe not as much as they claim, but I did fall into a dark zone. It wasn't a good place to be in at all. "

She held on to him firmly, as he continued.

" When dad passed away, I was grief - stricken. I sulked in my own grief, so much that I didn't care about what his last words were - to take care of mom. I didn't. For months. I didn't had it in me to face her, or to talk her. I would return home late, drunk and shattered. And even after all of that, she never complained. She never accused me of ignoring her. She instead tended to me. She would stay awake and wait for me, and only went away after making me sleep. I feel so horrible. I haven't yet apologised for it all, you know. We just...let the bad things go with time. We are cool now. You know. She is happy, atleast happier than she was in the past years."

" I wish I had my mom with me " she said, her voice cracked." Sometimes I feel.. I feel a very deep void here, Sidharth." she said pointing to her chest.
"It hurts. It makes me want to rip my heart out. But then you know, just when I'm on the brink of losing my sanity and give in to the temptation, I hear a voice. It reminds me that this life that I'm living... It's a gift from my mother. She died while giving birth to me. She died, Sidharth. She died so that I could live. "she was sobbing now.

He hugged her closer.

" You have me now. I'm not letting you go baby " he said, wiping away her tears.

His own eyes watered hearing her. He remembered how ungrateful he was. He still had his mom. He still had a family.

Though every loss, small or big, leaves you with immense brokenness, yet somehow his own grief seemed so little in front of hers. This girl that he met about a month ago, she had him rooted in his place since the first time he saw her. And still, every day he discovered a new layer of her that she had wrapped herself in, hidden herself away from the prying eyes of the cruel world. He wanted to protect her and to keep her to himself. He didn't know if it was his protectiveness, or a habit that he was growing fond of, or attraction, or shoukd he call it love? Could he call it love? He didn't know yet.

And as if she heard the turmoil in his mind, as if she knew what he was thinking, she just answered his thoughts.

"Whatever we have Sidharth, I want it to remain." she said as the tears in her eyes were on the brink, just about to fall.

"I want us to last. I don't want a few happy months of togetherness and then it all to disappear. Sidharth, I want to... I want us to stick together, even if things get worse, I want us to be with each other in the good times and in the bad ti.."

He didn't her finish and pulled her into an ensearing kiss. He kissed her without permission, and without warning, because he couldn't hold it in. Because he knew he had that right now. Because he wanted to take his breath back that she was holding, and give her a part of his own.

The sky was dark, the sun had set, there were no stars yet, but it was beautiful. The sky was beautiful. And the two hearts mending each other under the sky were just as beautiful.

Dil se hain jude ye dil apne
Kahne ko koi rishta hi nahi.
Is pakeeza se bandhan ko
Duniya me koi samjha hi nahi.

Jab ghaw lage koi tumko
Toh dard yaha bhi hota hai..
Jab namm ho tumhari yeh aankhein
Toh dil yeh mera bhi rota hai..

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-Zavi ✨