Forever

Chapter 19

My hands travel to his hair and I run my fingers through it, it feels amazing in my hands and is silky soft. I pull slightly and a loud husky moan erupts from his throat. I really need to kiss him I think to my self, I put my hands on either side of his face and bring his lips to mine once again. I move my hands to the bottom of his shirt hesitantly, hoping he won't stop me.

Thankfully he doesn't and I inch the shirt farther up reveling his amazingly toned stomach, my breath comes out uneasy. I get it to his arms and mentally ask him to lift them, he obliges and his eyes are dark from lust hardly any of his blue is left just the black of his pupil. The fire inside of me burns from the amount of lust in his eyes and I go back to kissing his amazing plump pink lips. I move my hips against him grinding on his hardness as we both pant, sweat drips down our bodies. His hand slap onto my hips as I continue my movement. My hands move to his chest feeling every part, all hard muscle and soft skin. I feel his muscles move and tense as one of his hands leave my back and come up to my neck moving my hair to the other side as his lips go back to doing magic on my neck and it's a major turn on. I start to grind against him needing more of him.

"Rose" he breaths out, his hot breath tickles my neck, I'm to busy still exploring his back muscles as they contract with each movement he makes to respond...but the way he says my name

My shirt is right at my shoulder blades and I want it off now. I back out of him just enough for me to move my arms and I strip out of my shirt. I immediately go back to him and finally we are skin to skin, I whimper at the electricity shooting through my entire body. He backs away from me and stares at the upper part of my body, his eyes linger on my black lace bra and my flat toned stomach. I try to take my arms and cover myself with them all of a sudden feeling self conscious, his hands catch my wrist incredibly fast and his eyes stare intently into mine.

"You are absolutely beautiful, don't cover yourself...especially from me, you are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen" he says and I shake off his hands from around my wrists and move them back to his hair. His hands travel up and down my back making goosebumps grow from his touch. Our lips move in fast needy unison with each others tongues explore the other's mouth and he taste amazing like mint and something sweet. I moan out his name into his mouth, his hands move up and start to play through my hair and it's an indescribable feeling, if its possible making me feel a million more amazing thing rip through me.

He pulls away from me and look at every inch of me like he was absorbing how I look. His eyes start at my face looking at each aspect of it, they move to my neck and his fingers graze down the top of my jaw down my shoulder and arm making me shiver. His finger goes up my arm again and moves to my chest, he traces the top of my bra, his cold fingers against my hot burning skin makes me shutter I swear I'm about to explode. Then his fingers move in-between my breasts going much slower down my cleavage, all five fingers spread across my chest, just the pads of his fingers touching me.

"You are so perfect" he says his other hand moves up and traces my bottom lip "you are the reason for my life, ever since I met you, no one else is worth looking at" he says I actually want to cry because of how happy I am, I have never felt this loved in my life.

"Marcus I-" I begin to say but all of a sudden my vision gets blurring, like a TV screen when it messes up everything gets very fuzzy. I hold my head and blink rapidly trying to focus back on Marcus.

"No, don't leave, not yet" Marcus begs grabbing my wrists, he kisses me again and then everything goes black

I feel something very soft under me, I move both my hands feeling around, I come to the conclusion that I am in a bed...my bed. My eyes snap open quickly and I frantically look around praying that wasn't all a dream...not again. I search for him glancing in every corner of my room, Marcus no where to be found. Tears fill my eyes and my hands come up to my face cover it. I can't believe it happened again, I've already had a dream like that every day this week, the past ones have consisted of talking, kissing and laughing...this was the first time we ever got....close to anything. I look at my clock and a second later the alarm goes off making me jump and my heart rate spike. My hand slaps over my chest hoping to clam myself down, I use the other hand to turn off annoying alarm. I wipe the tears from under my eyes, keeping them from falling down my cheeks.