"i'm sorry" he whispers getting closer to my face
i lean my forehead against his and close my eyes trying to ignore everything that happened
ross leans in slowly and presses his lips up against mine that caused me to jump slightly, i feel ross' hand go to side of my thigh tugging at it slightly making me jump into his chest wrapping my legs around his waist without breaking the kiss
ross carried me over to kitchen and placed me on the counter as he pulled away
"such a tease" i smiled weakly
"i have to do this first" he smirked
he grabbed a glass cup from the cupboard and a pen from the drawer and starting hitting the glass to get everyone attention
it went silent and the music turned down and i could finally think
"everyone, it's almost midnight and i just wanted to say a little something to kenzie so i wrote her this to explain my feelings" he faced me and gave me a quick smile before grabbing the guitar that was leant against the fridge, why was it against the fridge? who knows
i interwined my own fingers in my lap and waited for ross to start singing
in summer we met
we started as friends
i cant tell you how it all happened
weeks later it came
we were never the same
those nights everything felt like magic
And I wonder if you miss me too
If you don't miss the one thing that I wish you knew
I think about you every morning when I open my eyes
I think about you every evening when I turn out the lights
I think about you every moment, every day of my life
You're on my mind all the time, it's true
I think about you, you you, you you
I think about you, you you, you you
Would you know what to say
If I saw you today?
Would you let it all crumble to pieces?
'Cause I know that I should
Forget you if I could
I can't yet for so many reasons
I think about you every morning when I open my eyes
I think about you every evening when I turn out the lights
I think about you every moment, every day of my life
You're on my mind all the time, it's true
I think about you, you you, you you
I think about you, you you, you you
How long 'til I stop pretending?
What we have is never ending
Oh, oh, oh
If all we are is just a moment
Don't forget me 'cause I won't and
I can't help myself
I think about you, ooh, ooh
I think about you, ooh
I think about you every morning when I open my eyes
I think about you every evening when I turn out the lights
I think about you every moment, every day of my life
You're on my mind all the time, it's true
I think about you, you you, you you
I think about you, you you, you you
as ross slowly played the outro i felt the tears for real this time, rolling down my face.
eveything he did just made me fall for him more, and i knew that when he left? everything would change, but i couldn't let him go, let us just be history? like that? i couldn't do it, we had to try, at least.
"ross i-
"shh, just come here" he picked me up from the counter as he put the guitar on the floor, i wrapped my legs around his waist and buried my head into his neck letting the tears fall as he placed his hands under my bum holding me up
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