A Product of War [Hetalia]

Chapter 10.

Prussia🇩🇪: What?! What happened?!

Ludwig shrugged.

Germany🇩🇪: We simply weren't working out. Feli and I weren't communicating with each other anymore. Feli acted like a completely different person. It just didn't work anymore. Why did you think something had to happen?

Gilbert shrugged.

Prussia🇩🇪: Eh... Ich weiß nicht... You both got along so well before... you both really loved each other. And, I'll admit, I was a bit jealous at first...

Ludwig raised an eyebrow.

Germany🇩🇪: What?

Prussia🇩🇪: Uh, it's not like I had feelings for Feliciano, but, wow. A part of me felt envious for you being so openly loved by your partner. Feliciano was so caring towards you, he was really patient with you to be quite frank. I dunno... he kinda seemed like a great person to have a romantic relationship with. I guess a part of me was jealous that you found a great partner like that so easily...

Ludwig paused.

Germany🇩🇪: Feli? Then maybe, and maybe even now if someone is fine with a distant partner. But, before we both expressed how we felt to one another, and then he suddenly started saying that emotions meant that you were weak. So it eventually got to the point where we weren't talking at all. And two months later, the only time I heard him say he loved me was when he broke up with me...

Gilbert tilted his head.

Prussia🇩🇪: How else has he acted differently? Do you know what caused it?

Ludwig shook his head.

Germany🇩🇪: That's what I tried to figure out. I know I must have done something. I figured it was because I vented my emotions so much, so I stopped doing that, but it didn't help... I thought he needed space, so I gave it to him, but it changed nothing... we barely spoke to one another...

Ludwig continued.

Germany🇩🇪: As for how else he acted. He got more insecure, which worried me, but then he stopped showing his emotions. Once we got into a fight over something silly, and he just cursed at me for a few minutes. Then I tried giving him some space. I don't know, he started getting sick as well... but he wouldn't let me in on what was wrong.

Gilbert blinked.

Prussia🇩🇪: Did you knock Feli up and then break up with him?

Ludwig was caught off guard by that.

Germany🇩🇪: What do you mean?

Prussia🇩🇪: West, those are symptoms of him having a kid. Did you not believe him because he is a man?

Ludwig's eyes were wide, and he stared at the ground.

Germany🇩🇪: I didn't think it was possible for that to happen. Has this happened before? Or are you just guessing?

Prussia🇩🇪: Well, Francis had America and Canada. But he only told Antonio and I. I don't blame you for not knowing about that. And, correct me if I'm wrong... Canada might be having a kid, too. Or, hell, Sealand is probably Arthur's kid or something. Biologically at least.

Ludwig was in shock from this information, how did he not know this was possible? How did that relate to him and Feli...?

Ludwig's heart sank realizing. He looked up at Gilbert.

Germany🇩🇪: Gilbert...?

Gilbert tilted his head, knowing something was up with his older brother.

Prussia🇩🇪: Ja? What is it?

Ludwig let out a shakey breath.

Germany🇩🇪: I... I think I messed up... big time...

Gilbert raised an eyebrow.

Prussia🇩🇪: So that is what happened with Feli?

Ludwig sighed, putting his head in his hands.

Germany🇩🇪: I think so...

Ludwig thought back to other moments in their relationship. Remembering how he was able to get through the other difficulties in his life because Feli was so accommodating and patient with him. Part of what made him feel better about who he was was Feli telling him how much he loved him on a regular basis.

No wonder he felt so hurt for those two months. He had done something to make Feli not want to be near him anymore. Clearly it was major enough to make him think Ludwig was unfit to be a parent. Gilbert was right, Feli was an amazing partner. Ludwig was lucky to have Feliciano as his boyfriend. But he already knew he was lucky to have him, so what did he do...? What did he mess up on...?

He always knew why he compared everyone the other nations suggested he date to Feliciano. He had refused to date again, partially because he didn't like the idea of moving on so quickly, and because he noticed some of the issues with the other nations.

All of the people they suggested were strong, but some of them hated vulnerability, some of them were only interested in the relationship because it made them look more intimidating to others.

Feli had confessed his love to him without initially wanting to. He thought that he didn't deserve Ludwig, but when he found out that the feelings were mutual, he was more emotionally available than anyone Ludwig knew. Ludwig never wanted a strong partner, he wanted somebody who loved him.

Germany🇩🇪: Gilbert, can you help me figure out what I did so I can make it up to Feliciano?
Meanwhile
It took much longer for Ivan to get to Sealand than any of the group hoped. But it wasn't like they expected him sneaking out of Moscow to be easy.

When Ivan did get there, he was immediately met with hearing Matthew crying out in pain. Peter stayed outside with Seamus and Emrys so he couldn't be traumatized by what was going on.

Russia🇷🇺: Matthew! I'm here!

Everyone was relieved to see that Ivan made it okay, and Ivan was next to Matthew the rest of the time.

TRANSLATION:

German (Deusch):
Güten Tag—Good day
Danke Schön—Thank you
Bitte Schön—You're welcome
Ich weiß nicht—I don't know