Chapter 32. Finding Out

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Pj walked in with Dan and Phil, but he didn’t look happy. They sat down at their table and Pj didn’t even look at me, I took out my phone and texted Phil - What’s going on!?! -. he glanced at me and shrugged, but not long after I received a text message back - I don’t know, him and Chris had a falling out in Science : Phil -. ( I was confused ) - Wait so is he mad at me, I mean clearly he doesn’t want to even look my way. We’ve not even been dating for 24 hours and he’s already mad at me for some reason! -, ( I may be overeating, but I don’t Care! ). - Izi calm down, he’s not mad at you. jeez : Phil -, I stood up ( I’m going to go crazy ) and excused myself to the bathroom. We all knew I wasn’t going to the bathroom, I walked out the front doors and didn’t look back. As I walked home everything that’s ever been yelled or said to me ( You’re not good enough, you don’t deserve happiness, yadda yadda yadda ) came rushing back into my mind. My phone vibrated - Where did you go? : Phil -, I sighed not replying ( I’ve never told anyone, except Henry about the bullying that I’ve been through. Not only from the kids in California, but also from my parents as well. That’s one reason why I didn’t cry when they died ). When I got to my apartment I had received a few more texts, - Where are you? : Zoe - I replied, - I’m at the apartment -. A few seconds later I received another message - Wow, you’ve never skipped school before… Why? : Zoe -, I sighed - Because I’m stupid!! -. 

It was only 12:35 pm and I wasn’t planning on skipping work because I wanted to hear what Henry had to say, I changed into comfy clothes. I stared at the TV watching some stupid reality TV show that I had seen 100 times, my phone went off around 3pm. - Are you okay? : Pj -, I ignored it and got up to get changed for work. So I put on my work shirt * Which was light blue * , some jean shorts and some black flats. I slipped my phone in my back pocket, grabbed my purse and headed to work. As I walked I listened to music thinking about what Henry could possibly say, I felt my phone vibrate so I pulled it out [ New Text Message ]. - I’m not mad at you, by the way : Pj -, I rolled my eyes replying - Urgh Phil told you!! I should have known he would because he is your friend!! -. I continued to walk - Hahaha Chill Iz, can we talk? : Pj -, I grinned - Not now, I’ve got work till 7pm -. I finally reached work - Fine, then I’ll pick you up at 7pm then : Pj -, I smiled rolling my eyes. I walked into work noticing Henry wasn’t there yet, I put my stuff in the back and switched the open sign On. Henry walked in 5 minutes later, he had sunglasses on ” Hey ” he weakly smiled. ” Hi ” I said looking at him weird, he didn’t say anything to me for almost 40 minutes. Then out of the blue he quietly said ” I need your help “, I looked at him confused ” What! Why? ” I stared blankly at him. He took of his sunglasses to reveal a black eye, I gasped and grabbed his shoulders but he flinched. ” What’s going on? ” I shouted, he looked down ” It’s Dani, she’s horrible!. She treats me like shit, she’s the one who wanted me to stop talking to you. Not me! She hits and beats me I’m going fucking Crazy, I miss you and I need your help ” he exclaimed! I sat there and said nothing I was to pissed off to say anything, I only hugged him. ” I’ll take care of this ” I assured him ( What am I going to do? ), he nodded ” Well in other news, I heard you’ve found a boyfriend. Is it true? ” He smiled. I nodded ” Yeah, that’s right ” I smiled, ” Is it who I heard it was? ” he looked at me. I nodded ” Yup! “, ” Awe, Your first boyfriend! ” he laughed. ” Shhh, his friend works here and No one other than my friends knows he’s the first ” I whispered ” And I had a little bit of freak out today, ditched the second half of school and ignored some people for a while ” I smiled. ” Well then he’s going to know somethings up! ” he chuckled, I shrugged ” Well how am I supposed to know how to react to certain things, no guy has shown any interest in me before “. He laughed ” Well know you’ve got your best friend back, and I’ll help you with that “, I nodded ” Well that’s not entirely true, Dani can’t see us talking because she might try to kill me ” I chuckled. ” Yeah, but you're a fighter! ” he laughed, ” True ” I smiled.

7 pm came and left, but I figured maybe Pj was running a little late. I sat on the pavement and pulled out my phone, ” Hey, I didn’t realize you were still here ” Henry said sitting down next to me. I sighed ” Yeah, just waiting for Pj “, he glanced at his phone ” Well it’s 7:30 pm I don’t think he’s coming, Do you want a ride? ” he smiled. I shook my head no ” Nah I’m just going to wait around for a while ” I smiled, ” Alrighty then, see you later…. Oh and If you ever need anything give me a call ” he said walking to his car. I sat there for two hours 9 pm rolled around and it had started raining, so I stood up and started walking home. I received a text message a few seconds later - Hey Sorry, I’m not going to be able to pick you up. Busy with a job, I’ll talk to you later =D : Pj -, I sighed ( Yeah it’s a little Fucking late! ). I walked home slow yet pissed, it was pouring and at that moment I didn’t care how I looked. When I finally got home I slammed the door not realizing anyone was there," Woah, Someone’s cranky and soaked ” Joe shouted from the lounge. I walked into the lounge and glared at him, ” Ok that’s my que to leave ” he said getting up and quickly walking to the door. I sighed and grabbed he phone ” What are you doing? ” Zoe asked me, ” I’ m ordering Pizza ” I sighed again. She nodded, after I ordered my pizza I changed into my 101 Dalmatians jumper and black pajama shorts. I put my wet hair in a bun then walked back into the lounge falling onto the couch with a loud ” Urrrgghhh ” I laughed, ” What’s up Iz? ” Zoe asked. I looked at her ” My day has been complete shit, first I over reacted about something stupid. Then I find out Henry’s girlfriend is a psychopath and after work Pj was supposed to pick me up so we could talk about why I’m stupid, But I waited 2 hours to have him text me a half an hour ago acting as if nothing was wrong. ” I complained. She sighed ” Damn! “, I nodded ” Yeah and now all I wanna do is eat my pizza, take a shower and go to bed ” I chuckled. She smiled.

[ 20 Minutes later ] There was a knock on the door, I grabbed my wallet and opened the door to find none other than Dan. ” Well hello ” he smiled, I glared at him ” Here! ” I said coldly shoving the money in his face and grabbing the pizza from his hands. ” Keep the Change " I harshly smiled before shutting the door, I walked into my room grabbing my ( Secret ) sketchbook and my phone. As I ate my pizza I was sketching, Until my phone started to ring   [ Caller I.D- PJ ] I answered.           ” Hello ” I asked coldly, ” Hey Girl, what’s up? ” he asked happily. ” Nothing…. Pj are you drunk? ” I asked, ” Yeah I’ve been drinking with the guys, that’s why I didn’t pick you up ” he slurred.                     ( PERFECT! ) ” Well at least you weren’t stupid enough to get in a car and drive ” I sighed, but the line went silent ” Hello…. HELLO!? ” I asked before hanging up. I finished my pizza and took a shower, I changed into a long tank-top then got into bed. I set my alarm clock for 6 am like every night, I was ready for the next day. ( I will not freak out tomorrow ), I slowly fell asleep repeating that in my head and wondering what would happen the next day.

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