"If I can't have you no one will" - V. H.

"𝑀𝑦 𝑒𝑥..."

Tw: mentions of suicide

Y/n pov

He picked up answering with a calm voice

"Hey babe is he gone" he asked

"He's more than gone he's dead" I said shocked

"Good" he said smiling an my eyes widened

"When you said you'd get someone to handle him I didn't think they would kill him" I said slightly yelling

"Mrs. Y/l/n we have to go" the guard said coming up the stairs

"Listen to him y/n. He'll keep you safe" Vinnie said and I rolled my eyes

I took the guys hand and he took me to the car that was terribly parked in my yard

I got in then he got in stating the car and we took off

We made it safe to this one house that I've never seen before and texted Vinnie about it

He told me it was a safe house that he bought and I'd be staying there until he got back

*2 weeks later*

I was sleeping when I heard the bedroom door open and I automatically jumped up

I rubbed my eyes and saw Vinnie standing there with a suitcase in his hand

I stretched my arms out kinda shaking cause the nap was good asf

"Sorry baby I didn't mean to wake you" he said smiling then closed the door

"No it's okay" I said laying back down and I felt the bed sink in

Vinnie kissed my forehead then cuddled up to me

"Tell me what happened on the trip" I asked

"Y'know guys asking for favors, money, an protection, and potential workers to work at the same job as you" he said while leaving kisses on my face

I smiled and lightly pushed him away

"Stop Vinnie I'm not even all the way awake yet" I said

He sighed and I got up an headed to the bathroom

He followed but I stopped him at the door

"No. I need to use the bathroom"

He backed off and I closed the door

I sat on the toilet and started thinking while doing my business

I still didn't feel right after the whole thing and it's been 2 weeks

I finished,flushed, and washed my hands then opened the door and Vinnie came in

I grabbed my toothbrush an toothpaste and started brushing my teeth

Vinnie came behind me and we made eye contact through the mirror

I finished brushing my teeth and walked out of his embrace to wash my face

"What's wrong with you this morning" he asked feeling the negative energy

I placed my rag on the rack in the shower and faced him while sighing

"It's not you Vinnie it's what happened two weeks ago. I can't get the image of him dead out of my head"

(Bars but anyway)

I walked past him and to our room

"What happened is over now so get over it" he said following me

"Look I know you've seen maybe killed a lot of people, but seeing someone's brains splattered all over my room and being raped is traumatizing to me" I said taking some clothes and walked back to the bathroom locking it so he wouldn't come in while I changed

He started to try and wiggle the door knob around to get in

" y/n open the door" he said and the wiggling stopped

I stayed quiet still putting on my clothes and after I walked up to the door

"Open the fucking door" he said again and I was now getting a little scared

He started banging on and I jumped

"OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR" I backed away a little and then took a deep breath

"Maybe if you calm down I'll open the door" I said calmly not trying anger anymore then he already was

Maybe like a minute or 2 passed an he said something

"I'm calm now y/n just please open the door" he said and I opened it

He grabbed my arm and pulled me into a hug

"Don't do that ever again" he said and I just hugged him

He pulled away and fix himself up

"I'm not working today so we can do whatever"

I looked at him as he took his shirt off

"Can we just stay inside" I said and he nodded

We talked and I gave him the idea we watch a movie on a projector he had and we lay on the floor with covers and pillows

He agreed and we both started setting the floor up in the his room

"Why were you so angry I locked the door" I asked placing the cover on the floor

"My ex..."

"From way back before I met you or any other women. We got into a fight and she locked herself in the bathroom and when I realized she was pissed I waited outside the bathroom for when she came out" he put the pillows on the sheets

He say on the floor so I sat in front of him

"She never did. So I called up my security and we broke down the door to find her-"

"Dead" I finished and his eyes started to water

"She was so fed up with me and how I was putting her in danger. I didn't know I was hurting her that bad that she would commit suicide"

I hugged him and he started cry in my shoulder he pulled away from the hug and got up grabbing the blanket and movie and he started the movie

"I've learned to move on from that now. Now let's watch the movie" he said forcing a smile on his face

I didn't want to upset him more so I cuddled next to him under the cover and we watched it till we fell asleep.

A/n: hey 😅 I got stuck on this a bit but I finished it.
Plus the picture at the top was heart aching cause why he starring at me like that