What Words Speak to You

self-awareness at last

i wonder what it was like from an outside perspective

did it look as messy as it had felt

it had started with me falling for one and one only

then i started finding others attractive

but i would tell myself that i wouldn't

i wouldn't like them

i couldn't

but then my attraction towards those others had became stronger

i couldn't restrain anymore

i couldn't say no to who i truly was

i wish this was something that didn't need to be said to the world

i wish i could keep it to myself and others who wouldn't judge

but i know that one day it'll have to be said

and it'll have to be told that i'm not for one

but two types of people

possibly even an endless amount

s. g.