Dear...Diary (Btsxreader)

Part 23

October 2020.

The day wherein I will experience the happiest moment of my life. Wherein I will experience the 'to-be-used' dream.

'I wonder what he looks like?'

'But I know he will always look gorgeous'

'Is he also nervous like me?'

'Is he wondering what I look like?'

'Will he come?'

"Y/N??!!"

February 2021

Beeping sound.

The only sound that keeps me going.

The only sound that notifies me that he's still with me.

Are you even going to wake up? Please tell me that you will? You promised that you will never leave me, right? Taehyung....

~𝙵𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚑𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔~

"CHEERS!!" This night is just full of cheers and laugh. It's just somehow sad because I am not going to have my christmas eve with my whole family and with my friends as well. Speaking of... What if I call them?
Good idea.

I stood up and went at the backyard without anyone of them noticing it. Probably, they were drunk already. I tried to call them but they didn't answer. For the second time, I called, luckily Eunmi Unnie answered it. I wonder what are they doing right now?

*Ring*

Kaile: Y/N!!!!!!! WE MISS YOU!!

Y/n: Aish, don't be so loud.. You're going to break my eardrums..

On Kaile's Phone: (Eunmi) Is that Y/n? (Kaile) Yes it is.. (Eunmi) Give it to me..

Eunmi: YA! I MISS YOU! I'M SAD BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT HERE!!! UNFAIR!!

Yunji: INDEED!!!

Then we talked for some more minutes...

As we hang up, I ended up laughing so hard because of the jokes and events that they told me about what happened to them. I miss them so much. I then look at the night sky and saw a lot of stars. I remember how the four of us used to stargaze when we were kids. While reminiscing the past, someone's arms snaked in my waist. A manly one. I can tell who it is because of the scent. It is also giving me a warm feeling through its hug and the hot breath his releasing in my cold bare neck. I feel comfortable.

"Why did you go here? You may catch cold because it's winter. You didn-" I shushed him and laid my head in his arms, still in back hug position. Only our breaths can be heard and the howl of the wind. I looked beside me and saw him staring at me as well.

"Merry Christmas, baby" I smiled warmly at him and replied merry christmas in return. I faced him and put both of my arms in his neck while his hands travels in the back of my waist. We just stared at each others eyes and continued doing that for some minutes until both of our faces were getting close to each other. Our breath hitched. I can feel that our heartbeat beats synchronizely. Until our lips touched. We're kissing. Not a kiss that's full of lust but the one that is full of love. After some minutes, we parted apart to catch our breath. Until he said something out of the blue.