Dear...Diary (Btsxreader)

Part 11

"Do not worry I'm here.." I patted her back...

Jimin's POV

Where is she?? I need to say apologize.

"The garden"

I immediately went to the garden but was greeted by Taehyung and my girlfriend crying. They're hugging each other. I didn't waste anytime so I went to both of them and punched Taehyung..

"WHAT THE??!!"

"JIMIN!!"

"STAY AWAY FROM HER!!"

I shouted but he punched me back.. I can't hear anything and we just continue to fight.

We were both busy of punching each other that we didn't realize that they were trying to set us apart.. "WHY ARE YOU TWO FIGHTING??!!" Jin hyung asked while some tears keeps leaving his eyes.

"Why are you fighting over a girl??" "HYUNG HE IS TRYI-" "YOU WERE JUST THE ONE WHO THINKS LIKE THAT!!" Y/n shouted while crying hardly.. I tried to speak but she interrupted me

"IS THAT THE WAY YOU THINK OF ME JIMIN??!! I THOUGHT YOU CAN TRUST ME AND I CAN TRUST YOU!! HOW CAN WE SAY THAT WE LOVE EACH OTHER IF WE CAN'T TRUST EACH OTHER??!!"

"Y/n, its not that I don't trust you."

I tried to continue to speak but she spoke again.. But this time it made my world crushed into million of pieces

"IF WE CAN'T TRUST EACH OTHER!! THEN..LET'S..JU-JUST BREAK UP!!"

Then she ran away.. I sat on the grass crying so hard "You don't love her Jimin, you just liked her and Like is different from Love" I looked at Yoongi hyung and saw him with a disappointed face.. I cried and cried until Taehyung and I were the only ones left..

"Hyung" I looked at him " Are you happy?? We broke up you can now ha-"

"WHY DO YOU HAVE ALWAYS THE SAME ISSUE??!! DO YOU REALLY THINK I WILL STEAL HER FROM YOU??!! WELL I WANT TO!! BUT I KNOW THAT YOU ARE HAPPY IN HER AND SHE IS HAPPY WITH YOU!! I LET HER GO EVEN IF IT HURTS SO MUCH!! SEEING YOU AND HER BEING SWEET ALL DAY KILLS ME!! SOMETIMES I WISH I WILL BE THE ONE WHO WILL KISS HER, HUG HER AND MAKE HER LAUGH!! BUT I CAN'T!! BECAUSE I DO NOT WANT TO HURT YOUR FEELINGS HYUNG!! I SACRIFICED MY OWN HAPPINESS FOR YOU BUT THAT IS WHAT YOU THINK OF ME?!!!"

I was shocked by his suddenly confession about what he feels.. he usually don't open up so much about what he feels

"I don't know that you feel that way"

"HOW WILL YOU KNOW!! YOU WERE TO FOCUSED ON YOUR OWN FEELINGS AND YOU DO NOT CARE ANYMORE ABOUT WHAT OTHER FEELS!! YOU CANNOT EVEN TRUST YOUR GIRLFRIEND!!"

"You were right.. I can't trust her.. I'm too afraid that she will leave me one day and I am not able to give the love she deserves.." I cried and cried until he said "Yoongi hyung is right.. you don't love her.. you just liked her.. cause if you love her you will trust her" then he got up and leave me crying on the grass..

Did I go too far??

That I even hurt Taehyung and Y/n's feelings??

Maybe Yoongi hyung is right. I don't love her. I just used to like her.

I focused too much in my own feelings that I forgot that others have feelings too..

"I'm sorry."

Y/n's POV

I am crying like a mess and no one can make me stop me from crying.." Y/n please stop crying" Yoongi hyung said "You know I hate it when I see you crying, right??" I don't know anymore..My mind is really messed up right now.. what I only know is to cry and cry until there's no more tears left..
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Yoongi's POV

We all gathered in the living room while Y/n is still sleeping.. I'm really disappointed at Jimin.. No not disappointed.. mad.. I'm really mad at him.. how come he can't trust my sister?? My sister will never cheat in her loved ones.. right?? "Jimin I'm glad you stopped crying" Rm said.. "For Taehyung's and your case.. you need to fix it now.. we cannot perform if you two still have an issue on each other" he continued..

"Taehyung, I'm sorry"

Is that the only word that he knows.. "sorry" is just a word, it can't lessen always the pain. "Me too hyung, I shouldn't have said tha-" "You were actually right Taehyung.. You made me woke up from my nightmare.. You made me realize the truth" What truth is that?? I do not have any idea right now..

While I'm thinking deeply I saw Jimin and Taehyung stood up.. hugging each other?? I can't stand this drama anymore so I stood up and left them but Jimin called me "Hyung, I'm sorry" I looked over my shoulder and just ignored him..

No one's POV

"Just don't mind him Jimin.." Hobi said "Its normal for him because you hurt he's sister's feelings" Jungkook said.. "Tomorrow, apologize at her" Taehyung said while patting his shoulder.. They all went to their own room except Jimin and Taehyung..

" Taehyung?" Taehyung looked at Jimin "Do you love her? I mean yo-" "Ne" He said without looking at Jimin.. Jimin sighed deeply and just stared at the bright moon..



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Y/n's POV

Can I face him right now?? What if we walk through the same path?? I still can't forget about what happened yesterday.. It's like we revealed each others secrets.. I walked downstairs and was greeted by silence.. I walked through the table and sat down.. No one dared to talk.. only plates and sound of utensils were heard..

We are all done eating so I decided to stay in my room.. I plopped myself in my bed then sighed...

* knock knock*

I went to door and opened it.. "Can we talk??" "There's nothing to talk about" I was going to close the door but he blocked it using his arms.. "Ouch!" "Why did you that??" "I want to talk to you" "Look Jimin, I want space right now.. my mind can't still forget about what happened yesterday..so please" "I'm sorry for everything" "Is that all??" "One minute" I groaned and I gave him one minute to talk "Look, I'm sorry.. I know you're hurt.. I'm also hurt Y/n.. I didn't know that you feel that way.." "Jimin, I understand.. I understand you are jealous.. That is normal.. But you did not trust me.. All the times?? Jimin I want you to know this...

Not all the times the word "sorry" can heal the pain.."

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HELLO EVERYONE!! ANOTHER UPDATE 4 ALL OF YOU!! I HOPE YOU'LL LIKE IT.. ALSO DID YOU ALL SAW HOW TAEHYUNG'S BODY CHANGED!!😯 HE SEEMS MANLY AND IT REALLY FITS HIM!! 🔥 BUT ALL OF THEM FITS IT AND THEY WERE SO HANDSOME IN DYNAMITE!! THANK YOU! BORAHAE💜