mattia got up following the doctor to y/ns room and he walked up to her holding her hand and seeing her wrist wrapped up then he looked back at her
Mattia: why Y: mattia Mattia: no tell me why how come this way is the only way you thought things could get better tell me why you decided to leave over one person rather then staying what made kobe so important that he decides your value what the fuck is wrong with you Y: i'm sorry i wasn't thinking i considered not doing it but the image of ashley and kobe kept replaying and i gave my everything to him i loved him sometimes more than i loved myself even when i was at my lowest and i felt like no one cared i trusted him mattia and for him to go behind my back like that i was just so hurt and i'm so so sorry Mattia: i know what it feels like to feel like you have nothing and nobody and you give someone your all and they leave it happened with cynthia we broke up a while ago and it was hard for me but with the face i put on you would've never known that and i know you and kobe's situation might be different but if someone doesn't love you enough to not cheat then you don't decide you aren't valuable you get the fuck up and you move on Y: sorry about you and cynthia Mattia: it's fine but no more lies can you look me directly in the eyes me the guy who had to watch you nearly die in their arms me the guy you called because you decided you didn't want to die anymore can you look at me and say you'll never do this again i refuse to see you like this ever again Y: i promise i'm sorry mattia it's just when i did it i realized i didn't want to leave and that i couldn't i'm sorry you had to see me like that Mattia: hey calm down it's ok now you're fine
i weakly sat up and mattia stood up hugging me and crying
Y: can you stay with me please Mattia: of course
mattia did what he said he stayed with me and talked to me about what the others were doing and i laughed when he told me about idas crazy ass then he told me about kobe but he changed the conversation when he saw i was crying again after a while the lady came with dinner for me and i shared it with mattia then he laid on the couch watching tv and soon he fell asleep while i decided to make a post
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liked by positiveida and 4989763 others y/n.girl: i'm such a hypocrite huh?? i'm sorry guys i wasn't strong enough and i tried to make it seem like i was but i wasn't and i see that now i'm so very sorry but i promise y'all aren't like me you're stronger than me i went with my head and i did the first thing that came to my mind and i regretted it so much but with the help of people that truly loved me i'm still here today i don't want to tell y'all what led to it because i rather keep that off or social media but what i did had something to do with my wrist and most of you know what i mean by that but i'm so so sorry and i promise i'm going to bounce back ten times stronger it's just a minor setback for a major comeback i promise you that and i promise this will never happen again
supporter: i'm so glad you're ok if you left i would've left too y/n.girl: well too bad ms girl we're still fighting together^^ supporter: of course i love you y/n.girl: i love you too^^ vanessamorris: get better baby y/n.girl: i will^^ kbreeezo: glad you're ok positiveida: i'm coming to see you tomorrow y/n.girl: alright i'll see you then^^ ash.kaashh: get well soon kenzie: you have some nerves^^ cynthiaparker: right get your hoe ass on somewhere^^ therealslimedupmike: guys don't people aren't dumb they'll start putting pieces together chill^^ *load 2986373 more comments*
i scrolled through the comments and i realized how many people i would've killed just by leaving and it hurt knowing i could've been the reason someone lost their child i felt so stupid and ignorant but i can't redo it so i laid down about to go to sleep but i heard walking towards my door so i sat back at up and someone knocked on my door then walked in and when i saw who it was my eyes started watering and i laid back down
Kobe: i came to bring these papers to make it easier on you because i know after what i did to you then you might never want to see me again but i also came to apologize
i sat back up and grabbed the papers and flipped to the page where i sign my name and i saw his name there already and for a second i just looked at it then i felt my eyes watering so i hurried up and signed them then i handed them back to him
Kobe: i'm so sorry y/n and i hate that this is how we end but i wish you nothing but the best i really did love you and i still do
kobe kissed my cheek then he walked out and i watched as he closed the door then i lifted my knees and put my hands over my face crying i knew i was gonna divorce kobe anyways but it all felt so more real seeing those papers in my face but i was proud of myself i did something most people wouldn't i actually left after a while i wiped my eyes and laid down going to sleep when i opened them again everyone was standing around me and i sat up letting out a sigh
