Suddenly There Was You(Completed)

Fourty two

---Mina---

She was too surprised when I kissed her but not too surprised not to kissed me back.She kissed me back gently and slowly as if treasuring the moment that we are sharing currently.

I pulled her closer to me as we continue making out on the couch.We broke the kiss when we feel the need of breathing.She rest her forehead against mine. I heard her silently sniffed so I opened my eyes and saw her crying as well

I cupped her face and wiped her tears away before pecking another kiss to her soft plump lips that i love

"I love you,Chaeyoung.Please come back.Let's both end our misery and live a happy life together again" I said almost begging

"I-I don't deserve someone like you,Mina.I always mess things up and I don't wanna hurt you or anyone again" she said looking away

"Chaeyoung,listen to me and look at me" I gently said while wiping her tears

After a while,She slowly looked at me

"You didn't mess everything up.You didn't hurt anyone.
In fact,you saved them.You saved us.Never ever think that you don't deserved to be loved because you do. You really do,Chaeyoung.You were so selfless and brave.You were a genuine person Chaeyoung. You deserve everything that the world offers.You deserve to love and to be loved.." I smiled and hugged her as I continue saying words that might erase all her doubts and fears

"..Stop blaming yourself,Chaeyoung.What happened in the past was already past.It's noone's fault.Stop blaming yourself and stop giving yourself too much consequences that you didn't deserve.Stop killing yourself Chaeyoung.We are here for you,please let us help you this time.Stop pushing us away.We love you Chaeyoung.I love you.." I cried as well while saying things to her

I remained strong and caressed her back.She was crying heavily,as if releasing all the emotions she's been keeping for a long time

"..Forgive yourself Chaeyoung and live a happy life that you truly deserve..We are all waiting for you.."

"Y-you all do?" She asked and looked at me like an innocent child

"Of course,my baby cub.We've been waiting for you for so long.I've been badly waiting for you for so long.." I chuckled when I saw her blush

''S-Since when did you become this straightforward? I only remember how shy and and timid you are back then" she said still looking away

"Let's just say,I gained so much confidence over the years and has been preparing for this moment to come"  I beamed which made her smile

She went silent for a second.Busily fidgeting her fingers,thinking something so deeply until she spoke up

"I-I never thought I'd see you all again that night. I did knew everything about you all but I still kept myself away from everyone thinking you're all happy without me.You were all living your lives happily and I don't wanna ruin it again"  she said while kept on playing with her hands

"We're happy,yes we are.But we would be even happier if you'll come back to us and saw you living your life like everyone of us does.Live you life the way you wanted Chaeyoung.You deserve that" I said

"D-do i really deserve that Mina?" She asked

I held her hands and kissed them softly before smiling at her

"Yes you do,Chaeyoung.You really do"

And for the first time since I last saw her,she smiled. She smiled genuinely.A smile that reached her eyes. A smile that coming from her heart