i'll love you to the moon and back

one night stand.

i was in the kitchen making food when i heard the door unlock.
i was calling vinnie all day and texting him but he never responded
i was quite worried about him since he left in the morning and hasn't came back
vinnie: oh hey whatcha making?
y/n: where were you ?
i look down as i'm chopping the unions and carrots with anger
vinnie: out
y/n: out? all day ?
vinnie: yeah with some friends
y/n: not your usual friends
vinnie: huh?
y/n: i asked Jacob and he hasn't seen you either, i texted you and called you. why did you answer?
vinnie: i was out i'm sorry i didn't know i had to inform you
y/n: stop being stubborn and look at me *walks over to vinnie and grabs his face to make him look at you*
vinnie: i don't understand why your getting so mad i was skating okay?
y/n: i was worried about you
vinnie: well don't okay! i have myself under control
y/n: *goes closer* we're you drinking?
vinnie: no!
y/n: don't lie to me vin
vinnie: it was nothing
y/n: i know it was and i trust you to have it under control but then why didn't you tell me is what i don't understand

i was getting so mad at vinnie because he never does things like these, he doesn't go out without telling me and blame me but i was worried that something had happened to him

vinnie: I CANT DEAL WITH THIS RIGHT NOW *walks away*
y/n: just talk to me

i just stood there as my voice broke seeing him like this. made me upset and i can be controlling about this but he's my best-friend.

vinnie: fine let's talk

the next thing i knew, i was standing there with my head down as i felt his breathe hover over me and his body standing so close to mine

y/n: *looks up* you don't think i care about you?
vinnie: i do but
y/n: THEN LET ME CARE
vinnie: *bends down and starts kissing you*

i couldn't believe it. he started kissing me lightly and his lips were softer then i imaged.
this is actually happening right now?
i was shocked but i still went on i didn't care about anything at that moment

he pushed me against the counter kissing me as he slipped his tongue and touched mine.
he put his hands gently against my waist

he then picked me up as i wrapped my legs around his and brought me over to his room.
he let go of me on his bed and started getting his clothes off as i saw his lips leave lots of kissing marks and perhaps some chapstick rubbed on his when i was wearing some.
i took off my shirt and my sweatpants and got left with a bra and panties
we went under the covers and he slowly took his boxers off but looked at me for consent and then put on the condom.

he started kissing my neck more leaving these brutal hickeys almost hurting and started to push it in. it hurt at first but it felt good and his legs were so strong. his messy hair flopping as we rocked back and forth.
his chest filled with tattoos rubbed against my skin and i could hear him moan in my ear
as was i . he laid his head lightly on my shoulder taking deep rough breathes as i was moaning loudly.
"ahh yes
fuck."
he said and those words, god his voice was so hot.
our skins were clapping against each other as our tongues kissed. i felt his warm breathe whisper in my air
" i've always wanted you"

those words left me in shock. i have to but i didn't know if i wanted him like this anymore. i didn't want him being just sexual with me and as i was moaning in his ear i was trying not to worry. but i didn't want him to see me as just sexual..

the sweat and moaning each other's name as his skin was pressed against mine and he grabbed my leg to wrap it around his back as i was scratching my nails against his back almost making him bleed. i could nearly take it in me.