Past-Tense

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I don't want to date you.


And no, before you ask,

it's not because I'm ace

although I am.


It's because when I say no,

—and I've said no—

I mean no.


It's because when I say

that you are my only friend on campus

I mean it.

My friend.


It means when I ghost you

for the entire summer

it's because I've asked you time

and time again

to stop.


So stop.


Because I said no.

Because I meant no.

Because I mean no.


So no.


I will not answer your text.

I will not go to your house.

I will find someone else

who I can trust,

because it's not,

and it will never

be you.

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