Pure confusion *book 1*

pure 11&12

Chp 11 I cant believe it

School monday

Hey luz i need to talk to you  

What about?  

ugh my cousin 

What did she do 

Well she told me that dylan likes me  

Omg thats great so when is he going to ask you 

Thats thething i dont think he will  

How is that if he likes you 

Well umm idk then  

I know you should ask him out yourself 

Ahaha are you crazy i think you might be sick are you feeling okay

Lol im fine . but still i say you should  

MMMhmmm i ask him out when pigs fly 

Omg charlie what was that i think a pig just flew over the school! 

Ah ha very funny come on lets pay attention to the teacher now  

Okay but i still stand by what i said ok  

yea umm okay sure 

I didnt feel like talking about it after a while. O how was i going to face dylan.Knowing that i knew what he told melissa .Ugh Why are things so complcated.Bleh 

Lunch

Me and luz were walking to the tree that we loved to sit under.The tree was big and shady.Crap the tree was by Dylans group. Me and luz looked at each other and sat down.  

Luz:Come on Charlie just ask him whats the diffrence if he has the same feelings as you would 

Me:Well idk maybe i should i said as i stared at dylan  

Luz:What really good 

Me:Yup i hope so i and we stopped talking about it and the day continued 

Home 

Ugh im home and i have nothing to do I'll text melissa.  

text convo 

Me: hey cuz whats up 

Melissa:Nothing really school sucked  

Me:Hmm me too  

Malissa:really  

Me:Yea i figured out that im going to ask out Dylan 

melissa: wow really cool tell me when you ge the good news=D 

Me:Okay will do  

2 hours later 

Dylan:Hey charlie whats up  

Me:O nothing really but my friend luz dared me to do something 

Dylan:o really what is it 

me:o its nothing i'll tell you later  

Dylan: mm okay  

me: o the dare is ...................................Will you go out with me. 

I never got a reply o crap there goes our friendship stupid me. ugh Now how am i going to face himCrap! 

the Next day (6thpd)

I was walking to class Today has been extremely wierd Dylan had talked to me like nothing had happen,Then ou of nowhere Dylan jumps on my back

AHHHH god dylan you scared me i almost fell I wuldnt have let you fall lol 

mm sure now lets hurry b4 were late for P.e we We walked to our group and greeted everyone hmmi wondered when im going to ask him about yesterday. 

end of Class;  

hey dylan you never answer my dare 

Well i dont know how to answer  

Well its yes or no 

Actually its more complicated then that  

o umm okay talk to you after school then bye and i left to 7th pd ugh how would i deal with his answer after school  

after school

so do u got an answer  

umm yea  

okay shoot  

Do you want the truth or a lie  

umm the truth would be nice  

well ummm.................... 

. come on charlie my mom called me from the car

talk to you later ok 

um yea i guess  

i really didnt want to here his answer but i was going to have too eventually.Ugh

Chp 12 His Answer and guilt

In a way i didnt want to here his answer but at the same time i really wanted to talk. I decided to text him  

Hey dylan you never answered me Yes i did i said no when you got in your car 

o umm ok bye  

Ugh freaken melissa she messes up everything how am i going to ever be able to face him.  

More texting 

Me:What the heck why did you tell me that if its not true 

Melissa:Yeah it is!!! 

Me: Then why wou he say no  

Melissa:Idk  

Me:Then that means its not true  

Melissa:Yeah it is!!!!!  

Me: then what did he tell you?  

Melissa:U Kno WAT FINE DNT BELIEVE ME BELIEVE UR FRIEND IM NOT GUNA B TEXTIN THIS STUPID SHIT! 

Apparantly life does get worse by the minute

2 hours later

About 2 hours of crying from humilition. My phone rang Crap its Dylan  

:Hello 

:Hey so i figured out what melissa was confused(i ignored all of what he said )So did u hear a word  

: yea  

: repeat it 

:umm im doing homework so im trying to concentrate  

:me 2 I'll tell you tomorrow 

I hung up and when i realized what just happen i texted him  

Me:U kno what idc about it thats what my cuz said and now she's mad at me and also i kno that i made a complete fool out of my self by doing what i did cuz of melissa  

Dylan:=-(  

Me: why did you put that for  

Dan becuz thats howi feel and i wish i would die  

Me: its not your fault we were meant to be friends whats wrong with me it is his fault he sa retard for flirting and telling melissa that he would go out with me ugh!!!1 im so stupid why did i do this 

. Hmmm i wonder how luz will feel when i tell her she's the one that encourage me i dont blame her though.Everyone thinks that he likes me so yea ugh i wishi didnt hav to go to school tomorrow.