Merder secret relationship

I did not just have my babies like this

"Owww" I yelled

"Do you want me to put you down" he asked

"No" I said in pain

He took my out of the room and downstairs. He laid me on a pillow that was on the floor.

"Derek you're going to have to check me" I said awkwardly smiling

"Mer I can't. I haven't done this since my residency" he said

"Derek you have to. I don't know how long I've been like this-" I got cut off by my screaming

"Contractions are 3 minutes Derek" I said yelling

He ran to the medical cabinet in the kitchen. He grabbed a pair of fresh gloves and 2 clamps. Along with a mask. He came over to me.

"Mer I'm taking your pants off" he said

I didn't even have time to say anything. He immediately slid my pants down. He put the mask on and gloves on after. He put his hand inside of me.

"Damn it you have to start pushing Meredith" he said

"What no" I said yelling in pain

"Meredith they can't wait. It's far enough. I can't tell anything Mer you have to" he said seriously

He put his hands down

"Push" he said.

I started pushing and stopped

"Good Mer good that was good" he said.

"Take a break for a second" he said

"Derek I'm going to kill you" I yelled

"Good take that anger out and push" he said

I pushed hard.

"Good Meredith I can see her head" he smiled.

"Ok push again hard. Give me your biggest push" he said

I held onto the pillow under me and pushed.

"Ahhhhhh" I yelled loud

The kids were with Amelia thank god

At that moment a baby started crying.

"Meredith she's so beautiful. She looks exactly like you" he said cutting the umbilical cord

He handed her to me bloody. I started playing with her little finger.

"Hey Ellie bell" I said

Derek smiled at me the whole time through his mask. We heard a knock at the door.

Bailey and Richard came in.

I started screaming in pain.

I forgot we were supposed to hang out with them today.

"Help" Derek said they all ran over.

Richard grabbed 2 baby blankets and 2 pacifiers from our baby bag. He came over and grabbed Ellis. He wrapped her in the blanket and put the pacifier in her mouth. Bailey ran to the kitchen and grabbed gloves.

"Derek Shepherd move go be with your wife" she said sitting down next to him and slapping his hand.

She put the gloves on

He got up and threw his gloves away. He came over to me and rubbed my hair. He held my hands and leaned down. He kissed my lips. He got off.

"I'm literally having my 2 little girls on my living room floor" I said staring in awe at him.

I felt another big contraction. I squeezed his hand tight.

"Okay Grey you can push" Bailey said

"Mer hold my hand as tight as you can ok" he said

Richard chimed in

"Not too tight grey he's one of the best neurosurgeons" he said

I rolled my eyes and started laughing slightly.

I started pushing hard.

"Okay grey here's your baby girl" she said holding her up.

She started crying.

"She looks just like Derek" I said

Bailey handed the baby to Derek. Richard handed the second blanket to Derek. He wrapped her. He held her next to us.

"Hey little Olivia" Derek said to her.

She had black hair like Dylan's and Derek. Ellis had blonde hair like me, but the twins had light brown.

"Ellis is a blonde like me" I said rubbing my hands threw Olivias little black curls

Derek laughed

"Ugh I love you so much" he said and kissed my lips.

We heard the ambulance sirens. They came in with a stretcher and put me on. I got into the ambulance with Derek. The girls went in another ambulance. Richard and Bailey followed in their car. I passed out from blood loss.

I woke up in a hospital bed dizzy. Derek was next to me.

"What happened" I said with my head spinning.

He looked like he'd been crying

"Um you lost a lot of blood and they fixed you and the girls are fine" he said standing up.

He kissed my forehead. A nurse came in with the girls. Derek laid next to me in the bed. The nurse handed us the girls and we held them.

"Wow she really does look like me" he said touching the little curls on Olivia's head

He went and played with Ellis's little wavy light blonde hair.

"Ugh they're so beautiful" i said watching them sleep

"It's because we both literally made them obviously" he smirked

We laughed silently trying not to wake them up.

Awww I kind of love this chapter though🥺 ELLIE BELL IM SORRY YALL I HAD TO DO IT 🥺😫😥