𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐄𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐑𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐒

Chapter 15

Having said that, Rebecca instantly regretted bringing her cousins into the conversation. She would hate to give the impression that she was comparing herself to them in any way, comparing the fact that both of them being two and twenty, five years younger than Rebecca herself, had more decision making power and freedom of expression than Rebecca had ever had.

Lady Margaret Seymour's face softened, "Darling, you know Diana and Alicia are very persuasive. Besides, they are young—,"

"And have much refined tastes than Rebecca has," Oscar interrupted, "Both in fashion and—,"

"Gentlemen," Adam added before his brother could finish, "My friends Buxton and Algernon seemed very taken with them before they left. I wonder if they reacquainted with the ladies in Portsmouth."

"I was about to say conversation," Oscar scowled as the name of those men associated with his cousins soured his ears.

He hadn't thought of it like that, perhaps Lord Buxton and his friend had reacquainted with Diana and Alicia in Portsmouth. He couldn't help but feel rivalled at the thought that Diana could be conversing with Lord Buxton this very moment. Even though he knew Diana would never throw herself on any man, he still felt uneasy, especially after the night of the Mansfield ball weeks ago.

Lord Buxton had swooped in unannounced while Oscar was opting for a fashionably late entrance, stolen the spotlight and the two dances he was promised with his cousin. Oscar wouldn't let Lord Buxton steal anything more from him, especially not the affection of the only cousin he wanted. The thought of Alicia associating with Lord Algernon, however, merely irritated him. He would prefer she picked anyone else rather than a friend of the man Oscar despised.

"Well yes," Lady Margaret's voice came again. "They do have good taste, I suppose. And no, Ruth just mentioned to me all the contents of Diana and Alicia's last letter yesterday and there was no mention of Lord Buxton and Lord Algernon."

Oscar sighed slowly in relief.

"Mother, they aren't obliged to mention every single detail. Besides, if they've not yet met, I declare they will soon. Lord Buxton has recently bought another cotton mill in Portsmouth, and this one's apparently where uncle Arthur works," Adam spoke, flipping a page of the morning paper in his hand.

"What?" Oscar and Lady Seymour inquired in unison.

"Yes, it has been three months since he's been uncle's new employer. Old news now, I suppose."

"Has it been under his management that Arthur has faced recent difficulties?" Lady Seymour cautiously asked, doubting her powers of judgement. "Well, I'd never! They seemed such good and well versed gentlemen!" 

Lord Adam Seymour glanced at his mother, before nonchalantly continuing to rest his eyes on the paper in his hands.

"Yes, actually. But we shouldn't pretend to know what running a mill is to be like, mother. For all we know, the place would run wild if not for Buxton's recent hold on it. He's efficient and rich, that is all that matters is it not?" 

"Stop justifying your friends' actions, Adam, they've been strapping your uncle Arthur along like a mule!" His mother cried, grabbing a letter envelope and trying to fan her distress away.

"As much as I love my uncle, mother, he is not working there against his will," Adam shrugged, "He makes his decisions and we respect them. And for all of my friends' faults, they must be doing something right to be where they are at present."

A silence ensued as Lady Seymour settled into a stream of consideration, her lips momentarily parting to speak but no words coming out.  

"Then Diana and Alicia don't have good taste in gentlemen after all," Rebecca hummed to herself as she rolled her eyes and flipped through the remaining letters trying to find anything of importance. Even if she would've said it out loud, not one person in the room would've agreed. Her mother and brothers could go on to praise Diana and Alicia all day and even her father would hum consistent hums of approval, they all only saw fault in her.

"Oscar, you have a letter from the rectory," Rebecca spoke as she eyed the letter in intrigue.

Oscar sighed without lifting his head to look in her direction. "It's probably the rector writing to explain to me, despite my disapproval, what his upcoming sermon this Sunday is to be about. You should be aware by now that he sends me one every Thursday and I tend to ignore it and avoid him up until Sunday and after. Until of course Thursday comes again and I receive a letter the likes of this one again, which I, following my usual practice, ignore and thus the cycle repeats. Keep up Rebecca, we will in the same house." 

"This one's signed Miss Jessie Churchill," Rebecca pointed out and Oscar's head shot up.

"Does the rector's daughter explain upcoming sermons to you as well?" Adam asked, clear amusement evident in his voice.

"Are you writing to her Oscar?" Lady Margaret inquired, her tone strict.

"I would've much happily approved of Miss Fisher," Lord Seymour added, narrowing his eyes at Oscar.

Oscar scoffed. "What? No, why would I exchange letters with her when I can't stand her?"

"Very well, then you won't mind me reading it will you?" Rebecca declared as she slid open the envelope and took out the letter, which was a small piece with evidently a few lines of a paragraph inked.

Oscar found himself holding his breath. If Jessie Churchill was as loose lipped in her penmanship as she was verbally, his family would be certain to jump to conclusions. Why was she writing to him anyway? It can't be a sermon explanation, however much he wanted it to be just that. Hadn't he clearly given her the notion that he was well above her station and does not wish to chance upon her anytime in the future? What makes her think she had the liberty to correspond with him, that too by the written word? Conversing by written words is something too intimate and real. As his thoughts went berserk, Oscar cringed so hard he felt the hair on his neck stand up.

"'Dear Oscar Seymour, I waited for you yesterday at the rectory but you did not come. Don't you wish to strengthen our acquaintance like you said you would? I sincerely hope you will come by when you're at liberty to do so, only be sure to write and inform me first for I would like to look my best, signed Jessie Churchill,' " Rebecca finished reading as she turned to look at Oscar.

Oscar gulped as he lifted his hand to loosen his cravat anxiously, declaring his situation as good as done. The gazes of everyone in his family fixed at him, waiting for an explanation. God, save me, Oscar silently prayed. As he scrambled to find words, his eyes landed on the butler, Geoffrey, who was still in the room and sported the same accusatory gaze that everyone in his family was presenting. Oscar's eyes narrowed at the man's audacity.

"Get out, Geoffrey," He growled at him, and the butler instantly nodded, his expression melting away into fear and realization, as he fell over himself in attempts to scramble out of the drawing room.