I Need U (Jikook)

Unexpected kiss and hurt

And with that, he moved to the next bed to check the patient on in the room. I looked down at Jimin and sighed. I always make him suffer. Not wanting to get busy in my malicious thinking so I searched for my phone. I found it in the side pocket of my jeans.

Taehyung :

Jimin is with me. Inform his parents so they don't get worried.
We both are fine.

I message Tae and sighed again. I shook Jimin again but this time hard. He snuggled close to me in my lap and I smiled at his behaviour. I missed his warmth. I said near his ear
"Jimin wakes up, we have to go, baby."

I pinched his shoulder and he was up in a second with a small "ouch".

"Hey! Let's go. The doctor permitted me" I informed.

He yawned and nodded in my direction. Let me sign the paper and see the doctor. I nodded at him and he walked out of the room.
He was back after eight minutes and stand beside me. He proposed his hand to me and I chuckled "I am fine. I can walk myself."

"If you were fine you would not end in a hospital stupid. Why did you even drink so much coffee? Don't answer I am mad with you."
He questioned and answer himself.

My eyes landed on his lips and soon I remembered the kiss.

I looked at him and he was putting his phone back in his jeans pocket and helping me to stand up. The way he is acting I don't think he remembered anything but then he could be an amazing actor.

"He is not my boyfriend and it's now my lunch break so let me drop you home. As you are in no condition to even walk" I remembered him saying that to me. The images are a blur but the voice is clear.

I was now standing and gaze down at him. Should I ask him about the kiss? But he didn't give me any hint that he wants me as his boyfriend or even still love me. What if the kiss didn't mean anything to him, I can't take that rejection.

"I am hungry let's go and eat somewhere" he suggested.

I nodded at him too busy in my thoughts. My eyes landed on his lips again and this time I lean down close to his face. I hear his breath hitch and whispered on his lips "what you will do if I kiss you right now?"

His eyes connected to me and he replied that confirmed me he was dreaming "I will push you away".

I pulled back and started to walk out of the room without saying and glancing at him. He was quick to follow me and we were soon out of the hospital.

I breathe in the fresh air and sighed.

I looked behind me and saw him already looking at me. I fully turned around and revealed
"I am not hungry anymore. If you still want to go somewhere I will walk you there and wait for you. But if not then let's head back home."

He stared at me for a full minute.

"Okay then. Home it is" he whispered and started to walk towards the direction of home.

We walked in pure silence. I was replaying his words again and again in my mind 'I will push you away'. I sighed for the nth time during the walk.

I was grateful that he didn't question me. I am too hurt right now. I just want to go in my room and just lay down on my bed. Soon we were in front of his house. He stopped and I nodded at him and started to walk ahead to my home but soon his hand hold my forehand.

I didn't turn around but looked at him and he started "I-I didn't mean to say that. What I mean was—".

"It's fine Jimin, it was my fault that I pushed you away that day and then fly away. I was never a good boyfriend to you. And this time also it my own fault to force myself on you."

And with that, I continued my walk to my home.

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