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At the hospital....

"Family?" The doctor asked  "Yes that's us" Res mother said "Good news Renee is fine and she can now take visitors" the doctor said"Diya you can go first" Res mother said "You sure?"she nodded

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"Family?" The doctor asked
"Yes that's us" Res mother said
"Good news Renee is fine and she can now take visitors" the doctor said
"Diya you can go first" Res mother said
"You sure?"
she nodded

"However because of the bullet wound in her stomach she has lost a lot of blood...Which will affect the baby....and because of the heavy drugs that was in her system she won't be able to preform a healthy pregnancy the baby will die. So we have to preform a emergency c-section to get the baby out. Since she's on her last trimester this should be safe....but there's always risk" the doctor stated

"Oh my god" Res mother cried into Res dad arms

"Do whatever you need to do to make sure My daughter and my grandson is safe"
Her dad stated you could tell he was sacred in his voice but he hw to stay strong for his family's sake.

"Of course sir" the doctor motioned me to follow him to Res room

"Your boyfriend is in the room next to hers, he's asleep right now but you should be able to visit him after" the doctor opened the door for me

"Thank you"

I walked towards Re she was staring at the ceiling in deep thought I'm so happy she's okay

"Re Are you okay?" I walked up to her grabbing her hand sitting down

"The doctors said I have to go through a risky surgery to save my a baby....what if something goes wrong" a tear fell from her eyes

I squeezed her hand tightly "The doctor will make sure everything goes smoothly"

"No no no I seen this in movies something always goes wrong during times like this....why me?....why me diya? why me?" she cried softly

"Re don't talk like that okay everything's gonna be fine....your gonna be fine....and after you have this surgery me and you are gonna go shopping and buy hella stuff for my nephew and I mean we're gonna spend bands! and then after we're gonna joke about how spoiled he is" tears fell from my face as I smiled trying to make her feel better

"Sincere is so spoiled" she laughed her pain away
"Yeah he is" I laughed along with her while holding her face

she suddenly stopped laughed and went into deep thought again.....

"India.."
"If something does go wrong and you have to choose between Sinceres life and Mine.....I want you to chose Sincere.." she looked at me with a serious face

"I-"

"Diya please promise me...I don't know how I would live on knowing sincere is not in this world with me...." she grabbed my hand and shared at me

A little part of me wants to refuse. I want to say no. I don't want her to think like this. I want everything to go smoothly so that way things can go back to the way they are. But I know I would be acting selfish If I do keep thinking like this. I understand how she feels and I reflect on my own life....how I lost my dad and my brother. it's not about me everyone's Grieves differently. It's about Re she wants me to keep this promise to her. So I will no matter how bad it hurts me..I will and when the time comes
I'll have to let her go.

"Okay" I cried
"Thank you" she hugged me tightly

"I understand Sincere is a blessing to you & to this family and someone once told me that they will sacrifice everything that they love to make sure that my blessings happens.....and as your best friend I'll do the same thing as well" I hugged her crying into her arms

"I said that bitch" she laughed while fighting her tears
"Yeah your so inspiring" I joked
"I love you"
"I love you too"
"And no matter what happens I will always be there for you okay?"
"I feel the same Re" I sniffled

The doctor opened the door I could see Res mom and dad and Shia waiting to talk to her..

I nodded giving her one last smile before I let go.
The way Re spoked as if she knew she wasn't coming back after surgery let me know that she has made up her mind so I'll have to respect her wishes & show support no matter what.
Even if it hurts.
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Hours after the surgery....

The doctor walked into the lobby making all of us look us

Res mother ran up to him

"Congratulations the baby boy is fine & healthy" she doctor smiled

We all cheered

"What about My sister" Shia asked with worry in her face

The doctors face dropped letting us know that she didn't make it

"I-I'm sorry"

Res mother dropped to the floor and Her dad followed right after

Shia stormed out the hospital with tears streaming down her face

Suddenly it went quite...I couldn't hear anything or see anyone...as if everyone just disappeared.

I saw a white light...and Res standing in front of it...She had on a white gown and her hair was in a natural fro....Re hated wearing her natural hair...I never understand why because it was Beautiful...I walked towards me and hugged me mouthing the words "I love you..goodbye". I could say anything back I just stared at her while tears streaming down my face....

Thank you Re, Thank you for being here with me, Thank you for being there when I needed you most, Thank you for always taking care of me, and Thank you for always showing me love. You may be leaving this earth....but you will never leave my heart our memories & laughs, cries, smiles, arguments, and hugs will live on with me forever. That I will never forget.
I'll keep your promise & looks over Sincere while your gone. You just keep looking over us okay?
I love you I'm glad that you are & forever will be my best friend...my sister.
I'll guess I'll see you in another
Lifetime.

The light faded away...as suddenly it became dark & cold again.

Here I was losing another person I loved..
When will it stop god?
Who else will you continue to take away from me next?
Why can't I be happy?

To be continued...

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