Different

50.

"Fuck Mila" he growls in my ear. "Keep doing that and I won't be able to last much longer."

I return my eyes to his with flushed cheeks while wrapping my arms around his neck and repeating the same motion again. I won't lie, I love the effect I can have on him. It's a nice feeling to know that I can make him lose control too. His eyes close shut, and I know I want to push the both of us over the edge. Slowly picking up my pace, Jace's eyes flutter open again. He knows what I want right away. His left hand finds its way back to my waist to support me in my motion. I sigh deeply when his other hand touches me, rubbing in a circular motion. This time, my eyes close shut. I let my head fall forward onto Jace's shoulder.

"Let go, Mila" he whispers in my ear lowly. A moan escapes my mouth at his words and the sensations overcome me. Jace's breaths get even heavier too, and I do as demanded when I feel Jace releasing inside of me. "Fuck" he whispers as he does so.

The only thing that can be heard is the sound of our heavy breaths. I don't dare to move, too overwhelmed to function at the moment. Jace uses his hands to lift my tired head up. He looks into my eyes intensely. "Are you okay?" he asks me concerned. He's worried about me right now?

I can't help but chuckle a little at his sweet concern. "More than okay" I say, with my cheeks still flushed.

Jace's eyes don't leave me as he uses his hands one last time to lift me off of him, placing me on his lap, just a little further down so I can still be close to him. One last time I wince in pleasure, and so does he. For some reason, I feel different. I don't know why, but after what we just did, I feel like I'm officially his. Only his.

"Fuck, I can usually last way longer than that. I promise" Jace says tucking a strand of my hair behind my ear, only half joking with me. I have to chuckle slightly at his comment. "I'm serious. That was fucking ama..." he starts, but I interrupt him.

"I know" I say, confirming to him that I felt the exact same way.

Jace half-smiles at me. "You're mine now. No turning back" he adds quietly.

My cheeks are still flushed, when I say "I was yours already. And I don't want to turn back."

He places a kiss on my forehead at my answer. "Come on, let's hop into bed" Jace says , just when I notice that my hands are already starting to get wrinkly.

We rise from our position, dry ourselves off, and I quickly get dressed into one of Jace's t-shirts that I stole from his closet. I let myself fall onto his bed tiredly and rub my eyes as Jace plops down next me. "Exhausted?" he smirks.

Using my hands to cover my face instead, I answer "Yeah" quietly.

Jace removes the hands I've been hiding myself with. "Do you even know how much you fucking amaze me?" he says, tapping my nose quickly.

"Stop" I say uncomfortably, still not knowing what he sees in me.

"Look at you. You look so fucking innocent right now, I could take you again, right here" he adds, knowing what he does to me.

My cheeks flush once again, I don't find any words for an answer. "Can I be honest with you?" I ask him, trying to find a different topic for this conversation.

"Always, Mila" Jace adds, leaning himself on the back of his bed.

"Sometimes I feel like I know you, but I... don't know you. Does that make sense?" I ramble.

"Absolutely not" Jace smirks back at me.

I give him a soft smack on the arm. "You know what I mean. We've talked about this before. I want to know more about you" I say, leaning my head on my left hand.

"I'm not as interesting as one might think" Jace says, pulling the hood of the hoodie he's wearing over his head.

"I disagree. Why don't you tell me why you stopped playing baseball then?" I urge him.

"I played all throughout high school, I wasn't terrible either. Right when I started in college, I got injured. On my first game. It was pretty bad and I couldn't play for a while. I was never interested in picking it up again" he explains to me. Not interested, or scared to?

I nod my head at him slowly. "Is that why you have no idea what you want to do after college? Because you thought you'd play baseball?" I want to know.

"I don't know, maybe. I'd really like to talk about something else" he says, avoiding the topic completely. I wonder why this is such a sensitive topic for him, but decide to let it go if he's so clearly uncomfortable.

"Like what?" I ask.

"Like how the fuck you're so good in bed" Jace smirks at me, bringing the topic I was avoiding up again.

My cheeks turn red for the millionth time today. "I'm not" I say, not daring to look him in the eyes.

"I'm serious. I told you, I have to know what you've done before so I can show you the rest. I think that talk is long overdue" Jace grins further. "Like I said, you're going to have to get used to talking about sex with me" he adds, more serious this time.

I sigh quietly. "What do you want to know then?" I ask him.

"Just tell me, straight up" he says, stroking my arm with his hand.

I think about it for a few seconds., but cringe at the thought to say the things out loud right away. "I.... I can't" I say, avoiding Jace's eyes.

He chuckles back at me. "Alright, then just say yes or no. Small steps" he offers, as I nod my head in response.

"So, I know you've never done it without a condom. Well, until today" Jace smirks proudly. I have to chuckle at him slightly, but my cheeks still turn bright red. "Handjob?" he asks. I nod my head at him. "Any toys?" he asks further. I shake my head no. "Butt stuff?" he smirks.

"No!" I say loudly, my eyes growing wide.

Jace laughs out loud. "Alright, alright. Blowjob?" he grins.

I nod my head yes, and it's Jace's eyes who grow wide this time. "Fuck. I can't wait for you to wrap your lips around my... " he starts, but I interrupt him once more.

"Okay, I think that's enough for one night" I say, half excited, half uncomfortable with this whole conversation.

Jace laughs at me one more time. "Alright, we can pick this up another time" he says, pulling me onto his chest gently. We spend the rest of the night watching movies until we both fall asleep, exhausted from this day. 

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