UNREQUITED LOVE-THE UNSTRECHED STRINGS OF TWO HEARTS ✔️

24.HEART OR MIND......

Sid: I fought with.....
Before he could speak my phone rang and it displayed Dad calling. I asked him to stay quiet as I needed to pick this call up.
Sana: Morning Dad.
D: Morning mera bacha, theek ho?
Sana: Yes Dad all well.
D: Tumhara friend theek hai?
Sana: Hnn Dad Abhi theek hai.
D: Should I come to pick you up?
Sana: Nhi Dad I have car with me I will come myself in two hours.
D: ok.
I cut the call and looked towards Sidharth, he was still groaning in pain but was a lot better than before. I stared at him and waited for him to answer my question.
Sid: Kuch hua hai kya?
Sana: Bahut Kuch Sidharth but don't try to change the topic I need that answer.
Sid: Sweetheart.....
Sana: Nhi Sidharth not right now.
Sidharth sighed and pulled me towards him from my wrist. I winced slightly as the marks from his grip were painful but I hide it as I didn't wanted him to be guilty.
He made my sit beside him and hugged me so tightly. I felt breathlessness but suddenly I felt him sniffing on my back. Why is he so emotional?
Sana: Sidharth chodo.
Sid: Nhi baby I need you please don't go away.
Sana: Sidharth chodo please kahin nhi jaa rahi main just leave me for a second.
Sid: Ok.
He left me and I saw his eyes were red and tears were threatening to fall from his eyes. I can never see him like this. I hugged him myself this time.
Sana: Kya hua Sidharth why are you getting so emotional?
Sid: I am sorry sweetheart..... I am so sorry my....
Sana: Sidharth bas ho gaya ab kal se sorry sorry laga Rakha hai tumne hua kya hai tumhe?
Sid: I will tell you everything baby but promise me u will not hate me, not ignore me and most importantly will not leave me.
Sana: kaisi baat kar rahe ho why will I hate you or ignore you.
Sid: So I will answer everything sincerely today.
Sana: if u feel like I will hate you after whatever it is then you are wrong Sidharth but I will not force you for anything. If u feel it will affect us then don't Sidharth just answer a simple question with whom did you fought no explanation required just name that person Sidharth.
Sid: Kiran...
I was not expecting this, is she this important for him that he drank so much last night? Is she this important that he thought I will hate him? I know I promised him I will not ask any question but now there are 100's of questions in my mind. But all of them can wait. I trust him too much, I believe whatever is there between us it's as special for him as is for me as I can see it in his eyes. So everything can wait till the time he feels like sharing it.
I broke the hug forcefully.
Sid: Sana baby I can explain....
Sana: Shsh Sidharth no questions no explanations I promised you. It's ok till the time you believe I will not hate you this can remain unanswered. Now get up we need to leave too. I trust you too much Sidharth just don't break it ever that is the only thing I require everything else is seriously immaterial.
Sid: Y are you such Sana?
Sana: Kyun itni jaldi thak Gaye Sidharth Abhi toh bahut Jhelna padega.
Sid: puri life baby puri life jhel sakta hoon tumhe, you are the only one I can rely upon for every damn thing and trust me on this.
Sana: I trust you on everything Sidharth and yeh promise vaise toh I did so many times last night but aapko toh kuch yaad nhi hai so here it is once again " I will never leave u till the time you yourself ask me to go and one more thing I can never hate you never even when I am not with you too"
Sid: I promise Sana I will tell you everything about her
Sana: it's alright Sidharth she is not important for me ho sakta hai tumhare liye ho but that's your personal life I will never interfere
Sid: Sana meri nahi humari life, everything related to me is yours baby and vice versa too.
Sana: ok ok I get it Mr. now can you please get up I will leave you to your home and will go back.
He nodded but instead of getting up he pulled a cigarette from his pocket, and he took those harmful puffs inside, I was close to him that when he released those toxics I inhaled them and I coughed so badly as I'm allergic to this and he has no idea about it. He threw his cigarette when he saw me struggling to breathe while coughing.
Sid: Shit baby are you alright kya hua ?
He rubbed my back calming me down but I need fresh air and water to relax. I tried getting up but failed as it was so difficult to breathe.
Sid: Kya hua sweetheart tumhe achanak?
Sana: paa.....pani Sidharth.
He quickly gave me a glass of water from the side table and rubbed my back till I calmed down. I after being a little stable went to the balcony to get some much needed fresh air.
I know he is following me and I now when he will get to know the reason about this he will surely feel guilty so I'm not going to tell him anything
Sid (hugging me from behind) : Kya hua baby?
Sana: kuch nhi baba.
Sid: We should consult doctor baby aise hi breathlessness feel hona normal nhi hai.
Sana: I know.