like ion understand she was 14 turning 15 i'm not gonna fuck somebody who ik ain't gonna be there for a long ass time.
the girl virginity i took she moved away because of her home issues & how people looked at her.
shit she was my first body & i was her first body.
that was my first love, first heartbreak, first everything.
i truly wished i could get in contact with her because i truly wanna be more then friends with her.
after brianna i realized most females just want one thing & thats dick or money.
i ain't even think she was like that.
but that's not what i'm here for this would be the last time everybody hear for me. i truly do appreciate everybody & what they did for me.
so let's get started writing these notes.
Dear Nyasia ( my favorite ),
i truly appreciate everything you did for me. from getting me a studio & for taking me in. you've let me experience something i never experienced before in my 18 years of living. i just want you to know that now i'm happy & i wish you the best. all blessing will now come your way. you still will be my favorite & i'll still be watching you. i'm your guardian angel 💚.
Love, Carter
Dear Chris ( the least favorite ),
my boyyyy you did everything in your power to keep me alive but i just can't do it anymore. i don't want you to be hurt i want you to live on & enjoy life as if i was here. you know how we got down i want you to keep my sister & dior straight much love bro fashoo 💚
Love, Carter
Dear Desstynee,
gorllll you sooo fineee shawty, you was never gonna give me a change because of eli dumb looking ass. buttt it's cool cause i'll be fucking you in your dreams. just don't make to much noise. now ik you were the best besides nyasia that happened to me. you guided me to become a pimp in these streets. i truly appreciate the clothes, hugs & everything you brought me. I Love You Rose 💕
Love, Carter
as i wrote the last letters i made sure to make it noticeable that i'm gone now. i grabbed the gun they gave me for safety.
and i pulled the trigger before i did i heard somebody say
i love you dmir don't do it please .
before i could hear the rest i pulled the trigger....
Nyasia Nina William
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