#13 - i hate u, i love u

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"Stop." Y/n says giggling as I kiss her neck.

I smile and Y/n kisses my cheek.

I love Y/n. Not as a friend though. That's the problem.

Still missing you and I can't
See the end of this

She's happy with Dixie — she's having a baby for fuck's sake. I wasn't drunk when I had sex with Y/n. She was, but I wasn't.

I get up and go find Charli outside.

"Can we talk?" I ask.

"Sure." Charli says as I sit in front of her.

"I really like Y/n." I say.

"So do I." Charli says.

"I like her so much that I want to steal her from Dixie." I say.

"You can still be friends with her after this. They won't get a restraining order or anything." She says.

"Not that way." I say.

"What?" Charli asks.

"I want to be more than friends." I say.

"Does Y/n know?" She asks.

"No." I say.

She widens her eyes and I sigh.

"Y/n is really happy right now, I don't think she'll leave Dixie for you." She says.

"What do I do?" I ask.

"Don't pressure Y/n into being with you. She'll think that you don't want her to be happy. Just see how everything goes." She says.

I nod my head and Y/n comes outside without her pants on. I widen my eyes and Charli tries not to laugh.

"Your phone was ringing." Y/n says giving my phone to me.

"Thanks." I say.

Y/n winks and goes inside.

Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips

"Good luck." Charli says picking up her cup of coffee.

Time Skip

"I love you." Y/n says.

"I love you too." Dixie says before leaving.

And now all this time is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why

"Are you okay?" Y/n asks.

It hurts me every time I see you

"Yeah." I say.

"Did I do something wrong? You've been acting weird around me lately." Y/n says.

Realize how much I need you

"It's not you. Can you give me some advice?" I ask.

"Sure." She says sitting next to me.

"I really like this person, they're perfect. They're in a relationship, what do I do?" I say.

I hate you, I love you

"I hate that I love them." I say.

I hate that I love you

"If you love them, shoot your shot. If they're the one, take the chance." She says.

"No, I don't think I will. They're married." I say.

"Ask yourself this question. Can you find someone better than them?" She asks.

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