.....A Message.....

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.....This is Nana speaking and.....I'm sorry. You must be confused and I will explain. I'm sorry to a person on Discord that I'm unintentionally ignoring. I have reasons but it will not make up for how guilty I am.
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I-I can never stay friends long with anyone because I start to lose interest in friendship or caring for others. The longest I ever had a friend was for two years but even then I didn't  feel the need to be there for them. I-I have trouble expressing my emotions and it makes me come off as rude, violent, even suicidal as at times I felt nothing.
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I'm sorry for someone that see's me as a friend when I know that my lack of understanding others and understanding myself will cause them pain. I-I enjoy making friends but, but......I hate how I can easily let them down from my lack of empathy. I-It hurts, it hurts of how I cause others pain without trying to do it.
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.....heh, trying not to cry and yet my body trembles from my actions.....i, excuse me for all of this,......

Please, forgive me...

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