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I might regret this. I might regret this. I might regret this. I might regret this.
"I think I might fucking regret this", I panic. I walk down the darken street. "But it might be too late...I'm almost halfway to their house. Plus it's dark out and by the time I walk back to my house it will be pitch black out", I talk to myself.
"But I need this! I need to know! I just need to know", I exclaim. "But what if I back out the second I'm there....what if I hurt him...this is such a bad idea", I facepalm.
"I have to turn back around! I have too", I exclaim to myself. The more and more I wanted to turn back the more and more I walked forward to the point where I just kinda blacked out and somehow just magically appeared on their doorstep.
How am I already at their house.......I guess it's to late to turn back now....
"You can do this Stan. Come on you can do this", I give myself a pep talk. "You can do this", I breathe out. I ring the doorbell, standing their awkwardly waiting for someone to answer.
"Hey Stan", he waved. "Hey Shawn", I wave back nervously. "Are your parents here and will they be here later on tonight and do you have any siblings", I ask quickly. "No.......my parents are out of town right now for a wedding and my little sister is asleep right now....why do you ask?"
"So I could do this", I grab Shawn's face and kiss him. Shawn looks at me in shock. I stand there waiting for him to do something or say something. He pulls me closer and kisses me back. This time it was more of a passionate and sloppy kiss.
I jump and wrap my legs around his waist, still keeping are lips connected. Shawn kicks the door closing it. He leans me up against the wall, connecting his lips to my neck.
