the color orange, and other things twisted by chronic illness

as good as it gets

i'm not really

afraid

of the question

is this as good

as it gets?

i've had a headache

for five years

what's five decades?

yes

i still get fed up

but i know

how to deal

with it.

no

what i'm really scared of

the question

that ties a knot in my stomach

is

is this

as bad

as it gets?

have i hit rock bottom yet?

or is there

still 

more to come?