the thing about
getting better
is that
it's not
a linear process.
i will make improvements
for a couple weeks
and it's great.
i feel free
and hopeful.
but then
weeks
and
weeks
go
by
where
nothing
gets
any
better.
mom offers to call the doctor,
schedule an earlier appointment,
see if we can get on
a better track.
what if that means inpatient?
panic.
and stress makes everything worse.
sometimes
it's like chronic pain
is dangling health
just out
of my reach.
YOU ARE READING
the color orange, and other things twisted by chronic illness
Poetryone person's reflection on living with fibromyalgia