Taste in men! Semishira

Chapter 1

[A/n: Theres 2 oc characters in this.
Koji and Tomo. (both male)

Hello, it's Richie many years in the future from when i originally wrote this book. Just like many of my other books, i'm going through and editing bc- i hate this with a passion tbh. Let's be truthful, i wasn't that great at writing.
but anyway, let me take this as an opportunity to give a shout-out to my writing 😉
I have a new published Oisuga book ( 'Not just a script! OiSuga') on my profile! If u like happy endings with sad beginnings then go go go
AND IF U DONT SHIT OISUGA
then read my osasuna book; 'meaningless sex! osasuna' bc i PROMISE you will fall in love with Oisuga and it will become your new obsession.

i'm also working on a lil angsty bokuaka book 🤭

anyway, back to semishira;

Shirabu's POV:

The calming sound of my music playing from my phone was interrupted by a ping, signalling i had a text message.
I hated that. Maybe i had some sort of anger issues because the moment i got that ping my skin started to boil. Cant i just have some nice, relaxing, me time?

I just assumed it was someone texting on that annoying 'Shiratorizawa groupchat' but checked just in case. Not like i was expecting any major news but you never know.
Lazily, i picked up my phone quickly scanning my screen for the message.
I found no messages from the group chat, in fact the message i got made my eyes widen and heart skip a beat.

It's been a while since i got message from him..

~
Koji:
Hey Kenjirō
Been a while, eh?

Me:
Hi?

Koji:
Do you have a boyfriend Kenjirō?

Me:
Um, what??

Koji:
Sorry, i should be more clear. Tomo and i are inviting you for a double date

Me:
Why me?!

Koji:
I thought it would be nice seeing you again
So, you got a boyfriend or not?

Me:
of course i do

Koji:
great, i'll send you the details
can't wait to see you again <3

seen

~

'of course i do.'

Great, i couldn't control my lying.

Of i course i don't have a boyfriend.
And it's your fault, Koji. It's your fault for breaking my heart, for doing all that shit to me, for making me love you!

Of course i don't have a boyfriend, because i still love you. As stupid as it is, as fucked up as it is... Holy shit. Everyday i make up stories in my head of him getting back in contact with me but even with all that hypothetical preparation, i'm still this freaked out.

I still love you even though you broke me, broke my heart, broke my trust.

I couldn't help myself lying because i wanted to see you, i want to see you so badly. I want to be with you.

The fact that he can just text me like like out of no where and be so direct?! It should anger me. It should make me block him or tell him to fuck off but- I don't. Because this is Koji.

And now i need a fake date.

~ Time skip •3• ~

"Basically.." I took a deep breath, trying not to literally faint from embarrassment. "I need you to be my fake boyfriend."

"Hmm.. no thanks Shirabitch." Semi proudly smiled at me before turning around to walk out the club room.

After practice had finished i asked Semi if we could talk in private, which brings us to now.
Semi was the first person i asked. And him saying no... no i can't take that. Because i can't go through telling that story again. Embarrassing myself like this. Embarrassing myself in front of Semi, my dear teammate i cannot stand, is enough for my to puke.

Before he could walk out the room a grabbed the sleeve of his school uniform. "Please." I quietly whispered, having to literally force the words out of my mouth made my voice crack a little.

"You're so embarrassing, let go." He replied, it was as obvious i wasn't going to change his mind.
Semi and i have never gotten along, he says it's because i took his place in volleyball and i'm just.. a bitch.
As ordered, i let go of semi's sleeve letting my arms fall to my sides and my head swung low.

"Sorry." I whispered, worried if i spoke any louder he would hear the desperation and pain in my voice. Call me dramatic for all i care. When Koji is in the picture... i loose all pride.
I took a step back, taking a seat on a bench.
A million thoughts go through my head like who else i could ask if i could even bring myself to ask someone else. Should i should just call this off? What if Semi starts spreading this aroun-

"Why me?" His voice cut through my thoughts like a knife. I thought he left already.

"I don't know who else i would ask.."
I leave out the part where i thought he would be the only suitable candidate. Surprisingly, i can tolerate Semi more than Goshiki. Tendou is.. too much. Not my type and Koji would see right past it. I could never embarrass myself in front of the captain. And i've like never spoken to anyone else. And, strangely, Semi seams like a decent actor. You know, since he's a two sided bitch.

"And why are you even doing this? He's your ex, you don't need to go through this." He spoke as if it was just that easy.
I shot him a deadly glare, i was visibly getting mad. If only he could understand. He's clearly never gone through it so why can't he just do me a fucking favour?!
Though if the roles were reserved... alright. Touché.
"Yeah okay. Well i'm not doing it unless you tell me what the big deal is about this guy."

"That's so unfai-"

"Don't even go around saying that's unfair. I'm getting asked to fake date some guy i hate without an actual good reason. So i'm either leaving with an answer or i'm not doing this." By now Semi was stood right i front of me, towering over me making me feel intimidated.

"You're such a dick." I mumble. "You don't need to know, it's not important."

"Okay well, bye then." With that he walked out the club room, leaving me for real this time.

[A/n: Well hello there :)
So this ones a little different from all my others

lil angst]