Dealing With A Muslimah{Complete} #Wattys2017

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Zahrah

I pushed back from the hug and got back to my senses. I wiped my tears away and walked to the window and stood putting my head in my hand. Iyfaaz just sat there looking at me with the most guilty eyes I have ever seen in my life. But I can't trust them anymore. He slowly walked up to me.

" I'm really really sorry." He said. To say, I was shocked. Iyfaaz Malik was apologizing to me. But when I looked up to see his face. He was serious and had tears in his eyes. I looked away before I do or say something I regret and walked to my desk.
Iyfaaz followed behind. I opened the first drawer and took out the divorce papers and handed them to him. His eyes widened and the tear he was holding back fell down.

'Oh he is just being pity for you and playing around with you' my brain told me.
I agreed

"As soon as you sign them, give my lawyer a call. And remember, my father shouldn't find out unless I will make your life a living hell." I said loudly and coldly.

"And I would be staying at Dads for the night today." I finished. With that he walked out taking the papers. As soon as the door shut, I stood near the rim of the window looking at the lively buildings of the busy city of Los Angeles and cried my eyes out. What has my life become?

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Iyfaaz

I went to my car from Zahrahs office and went straight home. I couldn't go to the office after what happened today. She gave me divorce papers. I opened the door to my house and rushed to my room dropping the keys, they hit the vase. And it shattered to small little pieces.

Why I am so upset. What did I do? She can't divorce me. Why did I cause her pain? I can't do this anymore. I think she deserves to live her life. After I found out her life story I couldn't do another thing wrong with her. I got to know a lot this morning.

But do I still have the ability to have her back?After all I did for my fathers will. I don't think so.

When she handed me the signed divorce papers, why did my heart shatter? Why is this happening? Am I starting to lo.., No Iyfaaz, your only doing this for one reason. But why can't I keep her happy and do it?

'You don't want her to break any more because of you, so why would you make her fall for you head over heels and then kill her happiness just sign the papers for her happiness.'

My inner voice told me.

I can't do this anymore. I cant. I'm going to bring her back, treat her like she deserves to be treated. And NO ONE well stop me this time. I pick up my phone and dial my dad..

"Salam Dad" I say

"Walaykumassalam, My son, how are you? " He replies.

"I'm good, how are you?" I say.

"I'm great, hows that piece of trash?" He said referring to Zahrah. I couldn't stand him saying that about her. I don't know why even if he's my father.

I sigh, "Dad, don't call her that and she's fine, she was in the hospital 2 weeks ago. I made her bangles go through her wrist." Every word I said hurt me more. I was too drunk that day. Too drunk to know what I was doing.

"Why do you care about her, son? You know what you have to do!" My dad said, becoming serious.

"Dad, I can't do this, I can't hurt her anymore. I can't even think about hurting her more and now she's filing me divorce. I can't anymore, I l..l..l like her dad. Please don't do this anymore, for your sons happiness." Do I love her? But she doesn't deserve me. I'm a heartless monster that was after her wealth. I got into my dads words. And look where they got me now. Stuck between choosing her, or my father.

" Iyfaaz, how could you? Pick one your father or her?" With that the line went dead and I went to bed.

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Woah! Secrets are starting to reveal. And Iyfaaz thinks he loves ZAHRAH? What?

Who do you think he would pick The father of The wife?

What do you think will happen?

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