The Marriage/ James Sirius Potter

IN LOVE

This is gonna be a song chapter 

James POV

I used to wanna be
Living like there's only me
And now I spend my time
Thinking 'bout a way to get you off my mind (yeah you!)
I used to be so tough
Never really gave enough
And then you caught my eye
Giving me the feeling of a lightning strike (Yeah you!)

I walked into mine and Arabella's room, seeing her read a book on her side of the bed with  Loki on her Lap and the pillow wall between her and mine side. I couldn't get her out of my head since we were paired as a couple. The more time I spend with her the more butterflies and lighting hitting me when she smiles at me. 

Look at me now, I'm falling
I can't even talk, still stuttering
This ground of mine keeps shaking
Oh oh oh, now!

It's been hard to concentrate when the teachers call on her with Ms Malfoy Potter, it's like my dream came true. I stumble over words when I see her sleeping in the morning and I have to wake her up. 

All I wanna be, yeah all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeah
Is somebody to you
All I wanna be, yeah all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeah
Is somebody to you

I want her to realise how much she means to me and that all of my teasing and flirting isn't to annoy her but because I love her, I want to be the same that she is to me

Everybody's trying to be a billionaire
But every time I look at you I just don't care
'Cause all I wanna be, yeah all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeah
Is somebody to you (yeah you!)

She's all I want and need 

I used to ride around
I didn't wanna settle down
But now I wake each day
Looking for a way that I can see your face (Yeah you!)
I've got your photograph
But baby I need more than that
I need to know your lips
Nothing ever mattered to me more than this (Yeah you!)

Look at me now, I'm falling
I can't even talk, still stuttering
This ground of mine keeps shaking
Oh oh oh, now!

She looks amazing when she sits with Loki by the fire, the way her hair shines in the light of the fire. When she concentrates and bites her lip, the way her eyes sparkle when she's happy. 

All I wanna be, yeah all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeah
Is somebody to you
All I wanna be, yeah all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeah
Is somebody to you, 

Everybody's trying to be a billionaire
But every time I look at you I just don't care

'Cause all I wanna be, yeah all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeah

Is somebody to you (Yeah you!)

Over the Winter Holidays, she'll be staying at my house with Scorp because her parents are on a tour for her mother's new album and clothes design. They'll be back on the 26th when Bella has her photoshoot and a  part in her mother's show in London, the last stop. 

Look at me now, I'm falling
I can't even talk, still stuttering
All I wanna be, yeah all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah (Yeah you!)All I wanna be, yeah all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeah
Is somebody to you
All I wanna be, yeah all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeah
Is somebody to you (Yeah you!)All I wanna be, yeah all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeah
Is somebody to you
All I wanna be, yeah all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeah
Is somebody to you (Yeah you!)Everybody's trying to be a billionaire
But every time I look at you I just don't care
Cause all I wanna be, yeah all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeah
Is somebody to you (Yeah you!)

In Muggle Studies we've been reading books on 'How to lead a Happy Marriage' by Stella Anderson or 'Marriage 101' by Tom Lynch. She read the chapters out loud in our Common Room, her voice as soft as summer rain, I smiled when she wrote Arabella Malfoy-Potter on her potions essay

Cause all I wanna be, yeah all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeah
Is somebody to you (Yeah you!)Yeah you!

I love her and she will love me back at some point I'll make sure of it

A/N- James is such as sweetheart. Now comes Arabella 

Kat Dahlia- I Think I'm In Love Again

Time's a ticking hearts are running
Think that Cupid's up to something
You ask me how I feel I say nothing
But lately colors seems so bright
And the stars light up the night
My feet they feel so light
I'm ignoring all the signs
I keep on frontin'
They ask they bluffin'
I keep you wondering
Keep you hunting for my lovin'
But I crave us hugging
Yeah stay stubborn
'Cause I can't admit that you got all the strings
And know just how tug 'em

Stupid, stupid James Sirius Potter! I can't get him out of my head, I can't concentrate on my work knowing that he' looking at me writing Malfoy Potter. Dom won't stop teasing and pushing about how I blush when he looks at me, I can't give in. 

I think I'm in love again
In my head yeah you're in my head
I think I'm in love again
In my head yeah you're in my head
I didn't think it could be true
Let alone that it would be you
I think I'm in love again
I'm in love I'm in love I'm in love

I don't want to admit it, but ever since 5th year when he caught me after my Quidditch Accident, I feel fireworks and butterflies when our hand's touch or when he looks at me with a gleam in his eyes, I won't fall for him, all of this teasing is just too annoy me. I can't love him, but I do

My heart's pacing
I'm confused I'm dazing
I saw something I never seen in you it's got me shaking
I must be hallucinating
I hear it happens, I'm just saying
Babe, I'm just saying
Someone give me some paper
Someone give me some crayons
I'm feeling like a child
I need something to play on
I'm trying hard to trust you
When you say give me your hand
Baby, I'm falling
I hope you catch me when I land

I want him to hold me like he did when we danced at the Yule Ball, the way held me tight when I fell from my broom and when he caught me when I tripped on the stairs down to our Common Room while I read a letter from Mother and Father explaining the plans for Christmas. They would leave two days before we go to the Potter's and will be back for my photoshoot for Moms new designs and final concert in London. The Potter's, Weasley's and Granger- Weasley's are invited, I would perform one of my songs as Mother wanted. 

In my dreams you're the dutch and I'm the dutchess
And your blunts are always loose
So I'm in charge of rolling dutches
And we getting so high
We always get the munchies
And we go for early brunches
That turn into late lunches
And we ain't got a label
We just rolling with the punches
I make fun of your belly
And tell you to do some crunches
And you say well yea your ass jiggles
Go do some lunges
I say fuck you
While I'm thinking of you as my husband

We decided to take town my pillow wall as we are married and should get used to each other, I took a risky choice and cuddled into him, I felt safe and warm (and his arms aren't too bad either if you know what I mean ;)

I think I'm in love
I think I'm in love again
In my head yea, you're in my head
Baby, I think I'm in love again
I think I'm in love again
In my head yea, you're in my head
I didn't think it could be true
Let alone that it would be you
I think I'm in love again
I'm in love I'm in love I'm in love

After a few weeks of rejecting my feelings and thoughts and focusing on my N.E.W.T.S, I gave up. I like him but I won't admit any further

I think I'm in love again

This is it for this chapter hope you liked it and thank you for all of the reads already