Kitty - BTS ( Yoongi )

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"Do you ever think about your family?" A calm, but tired Melody asked. She and Yoongi were in Melody's room.Where Melody was lying on her bed and he, still trying to soothe her, was sat down next to her.

"Sometimes." Yoongi answered honestly, wondering where this conversation was going.

"It hurts, doesn't it?" Melody asked, tears welling up in her eyes again.

"Not as much as it used to." Yoongi wiped away the one tear that escaped and showed her a faint smile.

Melody nodded before finally whispering "I hope it stops hurting soon.".

Yoongi, not sure what Melody was talking about exactly, just answered with a short "I'm sure it will soon.".

Yoongi gave the girl a soft kiss on her forehead and walked out of her room. Wishing her a good night, and turning off the light in the process.

Melody kept staring at the roof for a little while longer, until her eyes slowly started closing; finally giving in to sleep.

"And?" a curious and concerned Namjoon asked, standing in the kitchen helping Seokjin clean up.

"She doesn't want to talk about it." Yoongi sighed. Hoseok and the maknae line who were seated on the couch turned back to the tv, deciding to keep one ear open to the conversation going on in the kitchen.

"She's sleeping now, but she seems really upset. Not just about the bruises." Yoongi sat down on one of the bar stools placed at the kitchen counter.

"She can be really hard to read sometimes." Yoongi muttered to himself.

"Now you know how you make us feel sometimes." Seokjin said, pointing at the boy with the spatula he was in the process of cleaning. "This is exactly how we feel when you start blocking us out."

"Hyung, I don't think that's a topic for now...." Namjoon whispered, whilst taking the spatula out of the eldest's hand.

"A different moment he won't understand the feeling." Seokjin whispered back, clearly trying to make a point. The two exchanged looks before Namjoon turned back to cleaning and Seokjin focused on the miserable boy in front of him.

Yoongi's hands were in his hair, literally pulling it at times. He couldn't believe he could feel this powerless.

"Look, she's still willing to talk to you right?" Seokjin asked. The younger nodded, finally looking up.

"And she called out to us when she was hurt and outside right?" Again Yoongi nodded, feeling a bit better with every question Seokjin asked.

"She even asked to sleep with you to calm down right?" The boys on the couch couldn't help but giggle a bit, both realizing just how that sounded and realizing that Yoongi sleeping on his bed with his cat, also meant he was sharing his bed with a girl.

"She's comfortable with us." Seokjin concluded, ignoring the small giggles from the other side of the room. "Which means, that she will tell us when she's ready."

Yoongi nodded again, sitting up straight by now, getting up to join the others watching tv.

"Just like you." Seokjin added before the boy could fully get up. "You can also tell us when you're ready."

Yoongi looked back to his hyung in the kitchen, now with Namjoon standing next to him nodding in agreement.

"Thanks guys." Yoongi smiled once more before finally joining the others.

"Well said." Namjoon whispered to Seokjin.

"I'm not called Bangtan's hyung for nothing." Seokjin retaliated with a proud smile.

"I'm not just world-wide handsome, I've also got the brains and the heart." Seokjin sighed dramatically "What would you guys do without me."

Namjoon chuckled and sprayed a small amount of water in his over dramatic hyung's face.

"Sure you do hyung, you're perfect."

The two continued their dramatic banter whilst trying to finish cleaning the dishes.

"What are you guys giggling about?" Yoongi asked in his monotone voice, tired of the emotional roller coaster that these past few days had been. The four boys looked at him with eyes that made it clear that they had been caught.

"It was just funny how hyung said you slept with Melody." Jungkook tried to explain, realizing how childish they were being.

"Sheesh." Yoongi smiled as he sat down on one of the comfy chairs. He shook his head laughing on the inside about how weird his group mates could be at times.

"And here I was, thinking you were all adults." Yoongi said, still laughing at this ridiculous situation.

One moment he was talking about trauma's, the next people were giggling about him sharing a room with a girl. To be fair, Yoongi preferred this topic, and the random, lighthearted remarks that were made. He wished life could be filled with only these moments, no trauma's or negative thoughts.

"What is it like to share a room with her?" Jimin asked clearly curious.

Yoongi raised his shoulders. "Depends. If she's a cat all night long, its like sharing a bed with a cat. If she's a girl all night long, its's like sharing a bed with a girl." A long sigh followed. "If she is a cat and then turns into a human however..." Yoongi took a small break to shake his head and the others seemed to be at the edge of their seats. "She hogs all of the bed." 

the boys started laughing, and Yoongi couldn't help but join. 

Yoongi couldn't explain the feeling, but after becoming so emotionally raw over these past few days, just this, this small moment of happiness with his members, felt like he was the happiest he had ever been.