Forbidden Love

the news

Alana's p.o.v

      Jax and I run as fast as we can to find Jason but when we get there we aren't allowed to enter as he is going through a procedure so I sit down in the hallway and hug my arms. My maids find me and force me to go get cleaned up. I sigh but follow them... The smallest of the maids is pretty shaken up but we comfort her and I take a bath, washing blood off of my hands is easier than I thought it would be. I don't feel bad, should I?

      I was just thinking about everything that had happened when one of the maids coughed and got my attention. "Oh sorry, I was just thinking." I mumble before getting put of the tub and wrapping myself in a towel. I pull on a light weight flowy dress , it would be great for a picnic but its soft and I leave my hair down letting it curl on it's own. The maids smile and compliment me on my natural beauty. I look in the mirror and sigh,  I look way different than when I first got here. Jax is still a scruffy mess and I love him, he doesn't stink anymore though.

     Eventually a guard comes and gets me and takes me down to see Jason, I open the door and see him sitting up trying to drink some water. When he sees me he smiles and beckons me over before hugging me, I guess he forgot that he was hurt because he winces and chuckles. I sit down on the side of his bed and smile at him. " I thought I lost you..." I say softly and Jax lays at my feet and lays his head on his paws, yawning. Tears start to fill my eyes and I try to wipe them away. Jason grabs my hands " you know you're beautiful even when you cry..." he tells me. " I thought I'd lost you too... I don't know what I would have done Alana, you're the only one I've ever loved." He says and squeezes my soft hands in his rough ones. I can't hide the blush on my face and look down. He pulls me close to him and I drift off to sleep in his arms.