Hi everyone! I'm sooooo sorry I haven't updated in a few weeks! Ive had major writers block :/ but I know what im gonna do now!! thanks to my lovelllyyy dragon BrookelynN :) …..... dont ask ;) everyone go check out her story on here also! Its really good! Her user name is MaxSydney106 :) (italicized words are kind of mental thoughts just fyi :)
I sat on the couch, barely moving, aside from my heavy breaths. I felt as though all the air had been sucked out of my lungs.. No words could escape my mouth. Just breathe Jessica, everything will be okay. I kept telling myself that over and over again trying to get the thought of Mitch out of my head. After a few minutes I finally contained myself. “Shoot!” I had just remembered that Bekah was coming over. Should I tell her? If I told her then she would tell Niall, and no doubt Niall will tell Harry, and thats the last thing I need right now..Harry worried.
I jumped at the sound of someone knocking at the door since I had been sitting here quietly for about 30 minutes.
“Coming!” I shouted from the living room. I stood up and made my way to the door, opening it to see Bekah standing in front of me. “Hey, come on in!” I said, trying to hide the fact that I had been crying just a little bit ago.
“Hey doll face!” she said, moving in to hug me.
I wasn't exactly sure what to talk about, knowing there was only one thing on my mind, so I went with the first thing I could think of. “Whats that ?” I asked, pointing to a ring on her hand. I don't remember seeing it at the dinner, unless she had just recently got it.
“Oh ! I was actually gonna tell you about this today!” she said, looking down at the beautiful diamond ring, as a smiled spread from cheek to cheek. “ Niall got me it. Its a promise ring! He told me that he never wants to lose me and how much he loves me” she said, pulling me onto the couch so we could talk more.
“ oh Bekah, thats awesome!” I said , wearing a fake smile and pulling her into a hug. Don't get me wrong, I am really happy for her, but I just cant stop thinking about this Mitch ordeal.
“So tell me whats new with you, gorgeous.” She said, giving me a look, like she knew something was wrong. “ is everything okay Jess?” she asked, sounding concerned.
“oh..um, its nothing” I said, trying to come up with a good excuse. “I just don't feel too good today, its probably just a side effect” I said looking down at my pregnant belly.
“Do you need to go to the hospital? Is that normal” she asked frantically.
“ No, its fine Bekah, this is completely normal! ” I said laughing, trying to seem convincing. “I've just been really sick lately...oh” I said grabbing my stomach. “ The baby just kicked!” I said trying to get away from the subject of my lying.
“EEEK” Bekah yelled, running over to place her hand on my stomach. “ Have you and Harry thought of any names yet?” she asked, smiling up at me.
“We have a few picked out, but we're not exactly sure yet.” I said
“Well, you better let me know when you do figure it out!” she said winking at me. “I should probably get going though, I got a new job at the mall and I have to be there in a few hours.” she said, collecting her purse and getting ready to head out the door.
“ Oh Bekah wait!” I yelled across the room to her. “I have something to ask you!” she came over to me looking a bit confused.
“What is it Jess?” She asked
“Well Harry and I talked last night, and we were wondering if you would like to be the godmother? Harry's asking Niall today about being the godfather.” I said looking hopeful at her.
“OF COURSE!” she yelled, running over to me, grabbing me into a big hug. “Id love to be the baby's' god mom!” she said pulling back and smiling at me.
“Great!” I said smiling back to her.
|Jessica Merkley||as Jessica Merkley|
|Bekah Kucirek||as Bekah Kucirek|
|Louis Tomlinson||as Louis Tomlinson|
|Liam Payne||as Liam Payne|
|Niall Horan||as Niall Horan|
|Harry Styles||as Harry Styles|
|Zayn Malik||as Zayn Malik|