breakup and no make up ~ ponyboy

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it's been a whole 48 hours since pony and I broke up. Usually when we get into arguments or when we "broke up"  he would call or knock on my window and we would make up, but this time... it was different.
I sat on my bed curled up crying waiting for him to call but he never did.  "was this it?" I thought.
Damn I missed ponyboy, I missed his kisses, his cuddles, and shit I just missed HIM!  I wanted to call him so bad but he probably blocked my number already like he said he was. 

I got up from bed and decided I needed to get my stuff together and cheer up. It was going to be hard and I don't think I could " cheer up" right now.
I turned on the shower and just stood there crying letting the water wash over me, I thought about everything that happened that night...

Pov of argument
" I SHOULD HAVE NEVER DATED YOU!"
He yelled
" PONY! DALLY AND I WERE DRUNK! IT WAS NOTHING!"
I yelled back
" nothing my ass"
he said turning away running his hand through his hair.
" GET OUT y/n"

I knew I fucked up.

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