I Wish... (A JB fanfic)

Chapter 2

(Justin's pov)
My mom said yes to pizza for dinner. We watched tv as we waited. I took a spot next to Becca. Chaz finally let me put my clothes back on. I think I like Becca, as in, like-like her. She's very pretty with the most beautiful blue eyes. I've liked her since I was 13, but I'm worried that if I make a move on her, she'll won't feel the same way. I've told Ryan and Chaz, and they said it was obvious. At least I don't have to worry that they have a crush on her too, because Ryan likes Samantha from school, and Chaz likes Olivia. I felt her head against my shoulder as we watched tv. I wish we could be more than friends. I want to kiss her, love her, make her mine. The doorbell rang and my mom answered it. By the time we finished eating, it was 9pm.
"Can we make milkshakes?"
Ryan walked in the kitchen.
"Sure"
The rest of us stood up. Ryan makes the best Oreo milkshakes. I stood next to Becca as we waited for Ryan to finish. She smelled good, like sunflowers or a fancy hotel.
"Alright, here you go. Ladies first"
Ryan handed Becca hers first then handed the rest to us. The milkshakes taste amazing as always.
"Are you guys going to bed soon?"
My mom asked.
"Yea. We should get to bed"
I suggested. They others agreed too.
"Alright, good night"
She smiled at me. It was 10pm. We went back in my room then turned off the lights.
"Here's the plan..."
I whispered.
"...We wait about 15 minutes, then we sneak out and get ice cream"
I suggested, and they all agreed.
-15 minutes later-
We made our move and opened my window. Ryan went first, then me, then Becca. I helped her down by holding her waist.
"Thanks"
She smiled as Chaz stepped down. We made it out of the house now. I led them on the sidewalk. It felt good to sneak out. It felt as if we were sneaking away from our problems. We walked into an ice cream shop then ordered.
"This is really nice"
Ryan smiled.
"Yep"
Becca agreed.
"Too bad it's our last time to do this"
Chaz sighed. Our parents won't let us do this as often.
"Yea"
I sighed.
"At least we'll see each other everyday"
Becca added.
"You're right.
Chaz smiled. I saw Becca yawn, then decided it was time to go.
"I'm tired guys. We should go"
I stood up, and they followed me out the door. We successfully sneaked back into my house and settled down in bed. Ryan and Chaz offered to lay on the floor while Becca and I laid on my bed.
"Thank you, Justin"
She whispered in my ear.
"You're welcome, shawty"
I knew she loved it when I called her that. I just hope she likes me back.
-10am-
I woke up to someone moving my hand.
"Sorry, your hand was on me"
Becca whispered with a smile.
"It's fine"
I shifted a little to wake up a little more.
"Morning already?"
We heard someone yawn from beside us.
"It's 10am"
Becca moved closer to me.
"I'm hungry"
Ryan crawled on the floor.
"I think my moms making breakfast"
I stood up.
"Yes"
Chaz grinned. We took turns in the bathroom, letting Becca go first.
"Sleep good?"
I asked her once we were both alone.
"I always do"
She smiled.
"Yea"
I chuckled.
"I'm really hungry"
She smiled shyly.
"Let's just go. They're probably having a sword fight in the bathroom anyways"
I motioned her to follow me.
"Ew, Justin"
She nudged me.
"Just kidding"
I grinned at her. My mom was making pancakes and orange juice.
"Yes, I love your mom's cooking"
Becca cheered quietly.
"Me too"
I pulled a chair out for her.
"Good morning, you two"
My mom set a plate of pancakes and homemade orange juice on the table.
"Thank you"
"Thanks, mom"
Becca and I started eating.
"Thanks for waiting for us, guys"
Chaz and Ryan sat down at the table.
"You're welcome"
Becca and I said at the same time, which made us smile.
"Smart-asses"
Ryan mumbled. We all chuckled as we ate.
"Hey, Ryan and I are gonna have to leave for back-to-school shopping. Is that cool?"
Chaz didn't seem happy about it.
"Yea, have fun"
I joked.
"We will"
Ryan winked. After they left, it was just me and Becca.
"So...now what?"
She smiled bashfully.
"Well, we have the whole day to ourselves"
I shrugged with a smile.
"Ooh, can we make another video?"
She seemed excited.
"Of course, Shawty"
We walked back in my room.
"Instead of the usual, I want us to sing a song together"
I smiled.
"I don't know, Justin. On youtube?"
She bit her lip.
"No no, bae. Just for fun"
I call her bae too, because she's my bae.
"Ok"
She blushed.
"You know that song we were working on but never got to finish it?"
I asked.
"Yea"
She remember.
"I finished it up for us"
I handed her the paper with the lyrics to it.
"Wow, Justin. This is good"
She complemented it.
"Hey, you did some of it too"
I pointed out.
"Yea, but you remembered it"
Her eyes were thankful.
"Let's get started, girl. You know how it goes right?"
I set up the camera.
"Yea"
Becca tucked her hair behind her ear.
"Alright, bae"
I played the piano.
"It feels like we've been out at sea, oh,
So back and forth that's how it seems,
And when I wanna talk you say to me
That if it's meant to be it will be.
Whoa-oh-oh
So crazy is this thing we call love,
And now that we've got it, we just can't give up
I'm reaching out for you,
Get me out here in the water and I...
I'm overboard
And I need your love to pull me up
I can't swim on my own
It's too much
Feels like I'm drowning without your love,
So throw yourself out to me, my lifesaver.
Life saver, oh life saver
My life saver
Life saver, oh life saver
Whoa.
Never understood you when you'd say,
You wanted me to meet you halfway,
Oh, I felt like I was doing my part,
You kept thinking you were coming up short
It's funny how things change cause now I see, oh,
So crazy is this thing we call love,
And now that we've got it we just can't give up
I'm reaching out for you,
Got me out here in the water and I...
I'm overboard (overboard)
And I need your love to pull me up
I can't swim on my own
It's too much (it's too much)
Feels like I'm drowning without your love,
So throw yourself out to me, my lifesaver.
Oh, it's supposed to be some give and take, I know,
But you're only taking and not giving anymore.
So what do I do? (so what do I do)
Cause I still love you (still love you baby),
And you're the only one who can save me.
I'm overboard
And I need your love to pull me up (pull me up)
I can't swim on my own
It's too much (it's too much)
Feels like I'm drowning without your love,
So throw yourself out to me, my lifesaver.
Life saver, oh life saver
My life saver
Life saver, oh life saver
Whoa.
Life saver, oh life saver
My life saver
Life saver, oh life saver
Yeah"
We sang together. At the end, we sat in silence, mentally admiring our work done.
"Wow"
She whispered in awe.
"You sound so beautiful"
I whispered back, making her blush again.
"You sound better"
She pointed out.
"I doubt that. Let's go to the movies"
I changed the subject before she argued back.
"I see what you did there"
She followed me out the door.
"What movie are we gonna see?"
She walked beside me.
"We're not going to the movies"
I put my arm around her. I always do. It's just a friend thing.
"Where are we going?"
She smiled at me.
"The park"
I grinned.
"Omigod Justin, you always do that"
She giggled.
"I change my mind a lot"
We walked in the playground. This is like are favorite hangout place. It was empty, the way I like it. We sat on the swings, staring at our feet.
"I don't wanna go to school"
Becca finally said something.
"Why not, shawty?"
I looked at her, shifting my eyes away from my feet.
"Because...everyone is so rude and mean. It feels like everything I do is wrong. And it's stressful because of homework and grades. I just...don't wanna do it"
She sighed.
"It'll be fine, Becca. I'll be there, and so will Ryan and Chaz. I'll help you with your homework every night if you want"
I slightly moved the swing, causing it to squeak.
"Thanks, Justy"
She gave me a slight smile. Man, I loved it when she called me that.
"Anytime, bae"
I smirked back.
"And I have no idea why my dad hates you. You're the sweetest person ever"
She mumbled.
"Eh, who gives a fuck what he thinks. As long as you believe that, we'll be fine"
I really don't care about what people think of me. It's just irrelevant. The only exception is Becca.
"I love you, Justin"
She smiled.
"Love you too, shawty"
I loved how we were so close. But when I said "I love you" I didn't mean it as just friends. I meant it as in I really loved her.