Stay || Martinus G ||

Part 19

-My stomach..please help me

Without thinking too much I get her in my hug and run to the bike. Her whole face turns pale..I quickly start "driving" without giving much attention to the road.

Many people are shouting to me from inside their cars but I keep on cycling quickly not caring at all.

Alina is hardly breathing. It's my fault. I had to say no...I knew that she is weak. I arrive to the hospital and I take her again in my hug.

-Martinus it doesnt hurt anymore...it's okay..dont worry. I am okay

-Alina I know that it hurts...I can see  it..Dont act like you are okay

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-Yeah I imagined that...

I run to the hospital and I leave her in her room.

I press the red button that she has near her bed again and again. Some seconds later two nurses comes in and I tell them that her stomach hurts cause she can't talk. They say me to leave and they push me outside.

I run to her doctor's office but she is not inside. I start to panic and i dont know what to do. There is noone to tell me what happened.

I call her brother to tell him that she is not good and he said that he will be here soon.

I was waiting outside of her room when I heard her screaming. I opened the door and ran to her but a nurse pushed me outside again without letting me even see her.

I start to panic...She never screams...she always says that she is in pain calmly. I see two more doctors running and goes inside her room. I sit in one of the seats and I cry. I hear many noises from inside but I cant hear her anymore.

Everything would be better if I hadn't agreed...It would be different. I feel a hand on my shoulder and lift my head up to see who is it.

-Where is my sister?

I just show him the door.

-What happened?

-It is because of me

-What? Martinus I cant understand. Where is her doctor?

-I dont know..she is not in her office.

I stop talking and hide my face with my hands again. I feel him sitting in the seat next to me. We stay like this for 15 minutes when we see her doctor running to our way. We both stand up and stop her to ask her if she knows something

-Let me go inside and see what is happening..I will inform you later

I do some steps behind...My heart is beating fast..the five minutes I was waiting for her was like I was waiting for five years. I didnt talk again with her brother...each of us was lost in his own thoughts. When her doctor came outside again I went closer to her like her brother. She took a deep breath and first looked at me

-I can guess that you think that this is your fault but it is not. This would have happened anyways..

I still moving my head negative...if we were here earlier she might was better now. She keeps talking

-You both know about her situation...and you also know that we cant find the reason that her stomach hurts. Her examinations are good...I mean for a girl with leukemia we are used to them. We had said that we will continue with chemotherapies..but we cant cause her organization is very weak and will not stand it.

-But what happens if she won't do chemotherapies? What about her leukemia?

-Well...about this...We can't do anything else...we are in deadlock..We even supply her with oxygen cause the oxygen she produses is minimum

This word makes me mad. What do they mean deadlock? It's her life...

-I dont want to say this but...If we won't find what is wrong with her in the following 72 hours...her organization wont stand it...

-BULLSHITS

I shout and I go inside the room. She is layed in the bed and she has her eyes closed...maybe she hears me or maybe she is sleeping. Her pretty face is covered with an oxygen mask. I sit next to her and hold her hand while pressing my lips to it.

-I know that you are strong. I believe in you..Don't listen to what they say. You will be fine...And I promise you that when you will get out of here we will go alone on a trip...wherever you want..we will go to eat croissants in France..and I will let you pay for yours cause I know that you will be mad if I pay. Or we will go to Thailand...We will eat so tasty fruits and we will go for late night swimming...We will go to Italy and we will eat the best pizza in the whole world..We will go wherever you want baby...just please be okay..for me..for us

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