Stay || Martinus G ||

Part 14

I started looking for her in the bedroom when I heard a weird noise in the bathroom.

I opened the door and I see her in her knees throwing up in the toilet.

I quickly ran to her and hold her head  with her hair back with my hands.

She was struggling and she had her eyes closed.

I wish I had a third hand to stroke her back. She finished and her body was too weak so she let her whole weight in the floor. With her eyes still closed she wispered

-Martinus...I am so sorry for this

Why is she sorry? This is not her fault..

-Baby dont worry about this...Just tell me why this happened. Do we need to go to the doctor?

-No..it's probably because I had to take the pills yesterday

-Alina...why didnt you take them?

-Cause I would be a trouble again..

-DONT EVER SAY THIS AGAIN...I WOULD JUST GO WITH THE BIKE IN YOUR HOUSE. IT WOULD TAKE ME ONLY FIVE MINUTES

-Don't shout..my head is spinning

-sorry sorry...but dont ever do this.

She nods and with my help she stands up. I help her wash her face and then I let her alone to get ready.

I go to Marcus'  bedroom to see if he is awake and then in the kitchen to make breakfast.

I do some simple sandwiches and some milk. And then I make some orange juice for Alina cause she is still weak. I go again upstairs to say that everything is ready and I see Alina typing something in her phone quickly.

When she sees me in the door she close it and put a fake smile in her face.

-Yesterday you promised that you will always tell me the truth

-Yeah

-So...what were you typing and to who? Is it your doctor?

-Everything is okay...dont worry

-This is not the answer to my question

-okay...It's my doctor..I just have to check this..I can't let it pass

-I will come with you

-Martinus it's okay...I will go alone

-I said I will come and I will

I go close to her and kiss her lips

-Go downstairs...I have ready breakfast. I will change clothes and I will be there too in five minutes

-Fiiiine

Alina Pov

In the morning my stomach was hurting too much.

I was trying to calm down but I suddenly felt like someone punched me in the stomach so I ran to the toilet.

After some minutes I felt Martinus beside me.

It's only a day that he knows about the cancer and he is already helping with these bullshits. He will also come with me in my doctor..I hate that..Who wants their boyfriend see them so weak?

I leave him to get ready and I go downstairs as he said me.

In the table I see Marcus and we start talking. We were laughing when someone called him. I think he was one of his friends...When he closed it he said me: