Dear Diary,
It seems like it has been forever since I last wrote in here… But in truth, it has only been about 4 weeks. Johnathon and I see each other every day. I spend the mornings at my parent’s farm and then the afternoons with my love. Occasionally I feel guilty, but then I remember what Evie said about deserving to find happiness.
There is one thing that I know for certain. Either Johnathon and I will have to go our separate ways when Charles gets back, or we will have to run away together. I’m not sure which will happen but I do know that Charles will kill both of us if he ever found out that we were having a relationship behind his back. Anyway let me tell you about today.
I was working in the front garden of my parents’ house when my mother called me. “Esme dear,” she said,
“Yes mother?” I replied, wondering what she wanted this time as I walked into the kitchen. She’d be calling me every 5 minutes – obviously wanting to say something but knowing how to say it.
“Have you been told the service men are coming home on a week’s leave soon?” My mother asked, twisting her apron around in her fingers. She was obviously nervous about my reaction.
I really didn’t know what to do.
My heart started beating so fast and a nervous feeling overcame me, it was like I had hundreds of butterflies fluttering around my stomach. A lump rising to my throat. I honestly thought I would be sick. What was I going to do about Johnathon? I never, for one second, imagined Charles to come back so soon.
I had hoped he would never come back.
I had to talk to Johnathon; we were due to meet under our tree after I’d finished at my parents. Yes, you read that right – it is now our tree. Every time I think of it as my tree, he would always show up there, so now it’s our tree.
My mother continued talking, totally oblivious that I was having a panic attack at her kitchen table.
“There’s going to be a welcome-home dinner and I have offered to host it here, and I have also invited my new neighbours,” Mother told me.
I was wondering who these new neighbours were. Mother hadn’t mentioned before that people were going to be moving in. I planned to ask Mom who the new neighbours were and if they were local when I remembered that I must tell Johnathon that Charles will be coming home for a week and that I won’t be able to get away to our tree.
My mother was looking at me, probably wondering why I had all of a sudden turned as white as snow and hadn’t yet replied.
“No, mother – I hadn’t been told they were coming back for a week, do you happen to know when they will be arriving mother?” I questioned steadily.
“Why yes actually I do, they should be here any day now. Today or tomorrow I should think.”
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Esme's Diary
FanfictionMy name is Niki and this is my interpretation of what could have happened in Esme's life before Twilight and after Breaking dawn. Some of the content used has been sourced from Twilight lexicon. I own nothing, I am merely a fan continuing her love f...