Treat You Better - Grethan

Part 8 - Nervous

Grayson's POV:

I was absolutely bewildered. I have no idea why I almost kissed Ethan. It was a spur of the moment thing I suppose. But what was kind of weird is that he started to lean in too. I think. Could he have wanted the same thing I did? Or am I just reading too much into this.

When the phone rang, I was slightly annoyed, but it was for the best I suppose. I mean, if it rang right before something happened, doesn't that mean it's a sign? If it was for the best, maybe it was trying to prevent something that would happen in the future if we had actually kissed. 

"Hello?" Ethan said. I looked at my fingers and I was growing uncomfortable. What if everything is awkward afterwards? What have I done? I was getting pretty nervous and I'm glad he had his back towards me because he probably would've noticed.

"Yes?" He continued. I wanted to get up and leave so bad. I don't want to put him in an uncomfortable position over something that I caused. 

"Well, nothing anymore. Why do you ask?" Oh no. It's the guy. He's gonna ask Ethan out and he's gonna leave me here for him. Especially after what I did. God Grayson, you're such an idiot.

"No," He said sternly. I was about to leave but the change of tone made me want to stay. I need to know the tea.

"No. I already have plans," He told him. I couldn't help but smile. Is he really gonna chose me over him? Well he should since he's a cheating son of a bi-

"Grayson," Hearing him say my name so sternly sort of turned me on. The way he said it, with such strength, with such manner that it sounded as if I was something untouchable. replaceable.

"Yeah so thanks but it'll have to be another time," He spoke as he hung up right away. I was actually kind of surprised. He turned around to look at me as he smiled. I can't believe he actually chose me to spend the evening with. He smiled and got up, helping me up along the way. We made our way downstairs to the car, unconsciously holding hands. I felt butterflies in my stomach and I couldn't be more happier, even if I tried. What this all is is completely new to me. Never have I imagined Ethan would make me feel all weird and stuff.

The whole night, Ethan was being a complete gentleman. Opening the door for me, letting me sit and order first. I mean I guess he's always like this, but for some reason I'm paying more attention to this now.

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It's been around an hour and we were done eating, but we were still in the restaurant. We have been laughing nonstop and joking around, just like we used to before. Although, it was kind of weird how we just brushed over the fact that I very well did try to kiss him back at home. My own twin.

"Oh God, I missed this you know? Spending time with you. Actually doing things together. And I want to take this time to say that I'm sorry. I'm sorry for making you feel replaced or lonely, and I know you do. You don't have to tell me for me to find out. Grayson, you are the most important person in my life and I won't let anything get in between that. Nobody. Yes, I might be dating someone or whatever but I want you to know that no matter where I am, no matter who I'm with, I always think of you and you're always with me. That's why I'm gonna start trying to make more time for stuff like this. Time for just you and me," He said as he smiled and reached over to grab my hand. "I'm so sorry for not attending you all these days. For being too busy. For leaving you at home "forgotten". I'm sorry for-"

"It's okay Ethan. Really," I said, looking into his eyes. I have no clue what's been happening to me lately but I love it. "I get it," I finished. He smiled brightly, showing off those perfect white teeth and let out a small laugh. 

"I don't deserve a brother like you Grayson. You're too nice and forgiving," He added, taking a drink from his soda. I took this time to ask him something very, very important.

"Hey E?" I asked, in a more serious tone. He turned to look at me, giving me his undivided attention. "Can I ask you something?" He nodded his head and looked at me, worry soon filling up in his eyes. "Are you really happy? You know with him?" He looked at me slightly confused before nodding.

"Yeah, I would say that I am. Why?" He asked back. Should I really tell him?

"Just wondering...." I trailed off. I decided to stop with this act and tell him. "Um, do you think that maybe he's capable of.... I don't know.... cheating?" 

"Uh, I don't know. Maybe. I mean, anyone could cheat if they wanted to. Does he seem like someone who does or has? Probably but I don't know, I don't want to think that he has or that he is. Why? Do you know something?" He said. I grew more and more nervous as he kept looking at me. 

"No, I was just asking," I said without even thinking about it. Again I don't want to be the person who ruined this for him. But then again, he definitely deserve someone better. 

"Alright, let's go home then," He said as he left the money on the table. We got up and made our way out and I couldn't help but take it all in. Damn, he sure looked good. The way his shirt fits properly against his muscles, the way his jeans hug his legs, the way they kind of make his butt look-

"Grayson?" He called out. I snapped out of my thoughts and saw him looking at me, laughing. "Let's go," he said again. I nodded and quickly followed, hiding my blushing face.

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When we got home we decided to sit in the couch and just watch TV. Ethan had put on a movie and we got comfortable. I had my head on Ethan's shoulder and he has his leaning on mine. We had out legs stretched out onto the coffee table and had a tiny blanket covering our legs. This was the evening that I've wanted for a while now. Just me and Ethan. Nobody else. No interruptions. No arguments. No drama. Just us two, relaxing together, worry-free. I yawned and Ethan looked at me before stroking my hair. 

"You tired?" He asked. I nodded and closed my eyes. "Yeah, me too," He said as he turned off the TV, but he didn't move. I was going to say something, but I was too tired to. I hadn't slept in days. Soon enough, I started ti drift off to sleep... Laying on Ethan's shoulder.

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What's up guys,

Hope this meets your length requirement lmao. Again, I'm trying my hardest to update as much as I can. 

Hope you all have a great day!

~N