Chapter 18- His Complexing feelings

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"Dad, I just coming back from seeing my family" I told him honesty

He was silent at first then his deep baritone voice come on "What family you have That I don't know outside of North Carolina! They only ones I know it's me and your mother, your aunts, uncles, cousin and siblings" he yells out. "please, explain to me why the hell my second oldest son went to New York for two fucking months without be considerate of his job or others." He continues on

"Dad, I had business somewhere else to take care of damn" I said without raising my voice and disrespect him

"Is that attitude I hear in your voice Jared Daniels" He sounded so pissed

"No, there is none. All I'm saying is that I have family outside of North Carolina" I explain with a sigh "Dad, your treat like I'm a kid, I'm thirty-two years old and I can do what the hell I want to" I explain

He laughs "Oh this better be good. Explain Now!"

"Remember Camille from my teen years, we have a daughter together and I not to long a go find out that I had a child by her" I told him " I run into them at the Air Port when I pick up Mom with Marie and there she was in all her glory waiting on her plane with our daughter" I explain while replaying the memory in my head

"you mean that homeless girl you fall heads over heels for when you was only seventeen" he asked

"Yes, Her and I'm still in love with her" I told him

"She gave me a granddaughter, and you just now finding out about, it's about some good years. And what happen to the many girls that me and your sister personal help you hook up with" he asked

I sigh "They wasn't Camille and I didn't want some booty call or some clingy one night stand chick" I said

He chuckle "Son, Booty calls are just that someone to fuck and so it the one nightstands. I trust in believe she was just like them to wasn't she" asked with rough tone

Sometimes I hate when my father thinks he knows it all just because he get a good look at someone he judge them before actually getting to know them. He never like Camille and to tell you the damn truth. I DON'T GIVE A FLYING FUCK.

"Dad, please. She more then what you believe and I love her more then anything." I tried to explain

"to explain to me why she left and now you just finding her?" my father asked

"I tried to find her along ago while and called her phone but there was no answer" I turn to the left lane and continue on. "I believe she ignore my calls on purpose because I hurt her with my words" I really don't like to live in the past or speak of it but my father has to know it was my fault why she left my ass in the first place.

My father sighs "okay, she different from the other girls but what make her so special to you from others"

"she is my world and I can't get her out my system as much as I tried. I rather be buried six feet under then be without her in my life" I explained "it was love at first sight when we were just fifteen years old and just friends and then it was fire in my vein when she touches me. I think the first time I ever had a sexual urge towards her was when I just turn seventeen and we kiss for the first time and how her body felt so right to me" I didn't understand why I was telling my father all this, but I didn't care.

"I see son, but that doesn't make her the right one or am I wrong" he asked with a sentiment

"yes, your wrong dad. And you must understand that I love her and you is the mother of your granddaughter that I hope one day you could meet" I semi yelled

"tone down your voice before I fix it for you. I understand, and I will try to get to know her whenever you bring her back." He said with conceiving tone

"I hope you keep to your word dad, because it best that you behave and open up for my options are my choices." I warned him

"are you given me an ultimatum?" he asked with a very stern tone

I scratch my brow and sigh "Dad, you can take it however you like. But in the end of the day I would like if you just listen to me for once"

He chuckles "so I was right it's whether I try and behave, or you won't let me see my grandchild. Just be upfront with me son, I will understand" his voice gain volume and stern base that had me curious what he was expecting me to say other than the truth

"fine dad, yes I'm giving you an ultimatum for my child and wife to be" I express my words.

He was silent for a while and I waited for his responds "hmm... I see it's it just like that"

"yes, just like that" I said

"alright Jared will try and no promises" he hangs up on me

I sigh and turn off my phone and rest it in the cup holder and pay attention to the ride as my song come on by kci and jojo "All my life".

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