Hurt//Jonah Marais { completed }

twenty five

*JONAHS POV

"i wanna see her." i said in my knees

"jonah hunny. you can't" my mom said

"but i love her. i need to tell her something. i have to tell her something" i said

"jonah." my dad said he got up and sat next to me

"you have to be strong for your sisters. and for yourself too. but you can't see her unless they let you. and if you are aloud to see her i feel like it would break you. like emotionally. and i don't wanna see you like that" my dad said

"but i have to tell her i love her dad" i said back. he got up to go somewhere. he came back in the matter of seconds he came back with a doctor.

"ok. jonah i was told you want to see emily" the doctor said. i nodded

"ok come with me." the doctor said i got up and he took me into her room. there she was on the bed. all peaceful. i walked to her and sat on the chair next to her. the nurse cleaning the room left so i can be alone with her. i grabbed her hand. it was cold.

"emily. i love you. i miss you. i wish i could have said i love you when you were here. alive. with me. i need you in my arms. you and sara. my two girls. my two girls are gone. and it's all my fault. and i can't live with that. but i need to make sure rose grows up a beautiful girl. but emily. my love. i promise i'll see you soon. just hold on. please take care of sara up there. don't forget to take care of yourself em. and i won't be with any other girls except my sisters mom and rose. ok? i promise. i emily rose smith. i love you. i'll be with you soon. sooner than you think." i said through all my tears. i kissed her cheek got up and left.

"can we go home please." i said leaving the room sobbing. my parents got up and my mom handed me rose and we left. i went my emilys house. this is roses home so i had to. i went into emilys room. and cried. i needed someone here. but i didn't want my parents to see me even more broken so. i asked the next best people. my brothers. (the wdw boys) they came asap but i didn't tell them why. they came to emilys room where i was. rose was in her crib sound asleep the boys saw

"where is emily" daniel said with regret in his voice. i said nothing i got up, hugged him and cried. the other boys hugged me. "she's gone" i finally got out i continued to sob.